so i tell him that i want to know what his definition of boyfriend and girlfriend is and he tells me that he doesnt want to be my boyfriend because that to him means love and he doesnt think hell ever be in love with me. he told me that if he did have time for a seerious relationship he wouldnt want to be in...
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blah.
im bored and horny.
i need to go back to school or something. not that it would help the horny thing. but it would help the bored thing. i have way to much free time on my hands. it makes me antsy.
im bored and horny.
i need to go back to school or something. not that it would help the horny thing. but it would help the bored thing. i have way to much free time on my hands. it makes me antsy.
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wes11b10:
Thanks, you. Nice words are what I need for that crapstorm. What brings the guilt in waves is that I feel like I should be more proactive with my mom (even though I know it's a lost cause). We "intervened" right after my dad's death - it was one of the hardest things I've ever done. My brother keeps saying that he needs to talk to her again. How many times do we need to? Bah!
I'm going to finish my 2 beers and put a movie on... Mindless Escapism, here I come!
I'm going to finish my 2 beers and put a movie on... Mindless Escapism, here I come!
no:
I'm so excited about this long weekend!! My friend is coming up from LA.. hey, where is that girl? I should find her! Mmm, lazy morning. Maybe I'll go back to sleep, or at least back to bed. Yummy, warm bed. Yummy warm thoughts. Um, damn, where is that yummy, warm man!!??
well, today was up and down...
bad day at work, ran in to Nixon at Victorias Secret.
She is very nice and so very lovely, prettier in preson! That was cool, then went over to the carpenter's where things were awkward and sad. mostly cause i was in a shitty mood about work. but all is well now he sent me a very sweet email...
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bad day at work, ran in to Nixon at Victorias Secret.
She is very nice and so very lovely, prettier in preson! That was cool, then went over to the carpenter's where things were awkward and sad. mostly cause i was in a shitty mood about work. but all is well now he sent me a very sweet email... Read More
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laine666:
ha ha ha im a dork.
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[Edited on Jan 14, 2004 7:42PM]
bye housey
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akro:
I haven't seen People Under the Stairs for a while, but I bought it because it was 8 bucks! So creepy....
nixon:
'twas nice to meet you. 
i feel like i need him. and i, i feel like i need more. and i am terrified that if i bring it up, it will ruin everything. but what we 'have' seems so shallow and empty. i am scared all the time, worried that if i do something wrong, he'll just drop me. its all in my head. i know that. but at the...
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no:
Funny! If it could what would it be predicting?
Ohmygosh I think I saw that DVD at a friend's the other day. We decided to watch the original Lolita instead, but it looked fun. Maybe I will have to borrow it! Random!
And for you, of course something science.
a needs food! Need to get out of my burrito/pasta rut!
Ohmygosh I think I saw that DVD at a friend's the other day. We decided to watch the original Lolita instead, but it looked fun. Maybe I will have to borrow it! Random!
And for you, of course something science.
a needs food! Need to get out of my burrito/pasta rut!
no:
mmm, warmer (I won't tell you how I wore my favorite shoes today, flip-flops).
hrmm still cant drive yet, i guess im gonna have to get a ride to work tomorrow... 
i wish i could afford to call in sick, but after missing that day last week, i think id pretty much be screwed when its time for my next paycheck.
the carpenter will be here when i get back from work on monday, im so glad hes gonna...
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i wish i could afford to call in sick, but after missing that day last week, i think id pretty much be screwed when its time for my next paycheck.
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no:
I was bad. Can feel myself regessing back into it. Just trying to rely on decisions made when my head wasn't all clouded with feelings. Why am I always so "do what's right for you" instead "do what you want?" I will be better. 
no:
too serious. not really how i feel .
Joke:
Why did the Pilsbury Dough boy go to the doctor:
He had a yeast infection.
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Joke:
Why did the Pilsbury Dough boy go to the doctor:
He had a yeast infection.
The ice is starting to melt thank god. But after spending so much time cooped up in this empty house, i feel unable and unwilling to face the outside world. is this what cabin fever does? maybe. i found at work today that i only really wanted to deal with one person at a time. trying to cope with a group of people was almost...
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zerogirl:
edited cuz i'm a double posting dork
[Edited on Jan 09, 2004 7:23AM]
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maynardsdick:
praise the day when i find a job where i never have to deal with more than one person at a time..... at this point however, any job at all will do just fine.
ill hopefully be up there getting to know the area at the beginning of next week. providing that the weather continues to clear up.
the more you are dissattched from the outside world, the more you'll appreciate it when you get it back. think of it that way. just don't play to much solitare. i did that once and nearly went insane.
ill hopefully be up there getting to know the area at the beginning of next week. providing that the weather continues to clear up.
the more you are dissattched from the outside world, the more you'll appreciate it when you get it back. think of it that way. just don't play to much solitare. i did that once and nearly went insane.
the snow and ice finally came throught for me!!! yay! i dont have to work today... thank god.
my car is a bloody sight to behold though. it is completely iced over stuck in a drift of snow that has a nice thick layer of ice on it.
poor baby
also there is a guy outside trying to scrape the ice off his car. hes...
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my car is a bloody sight to behold though. it is completely iced over stuck in a drift of snow that has a nice thick layer of ice on it.
poor baby
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jint:
What a stupid. He should be glad there's an excuse not to go out for today...
(edited because I'm stupid...)
(edited again because I cant hit the right letters...)
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(edited because I'm stupid...)
(edited again because I cant hit the right letters...)
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maynardsdick:
so i hear. i won't be coming for a visit quite yet anyway. i have to get in touch with my free place to stay there before i make the trip. i really don't need the added expence of hotels right now.
and yes, medford is the quintessential sleepy town but it sure as hell beats the hussle of bay area life. hopefully i won't stay here for too long anyway.
and yes, medford is the quintessential sleepy town but it sure as hell beats the hussle of bay area life. hopefully i won't stay here for too long anyway.
i love snow and hate ice
i hate getting stuck behind trains
i hate driving in snow
i love people cross-country skiing down belmont...
i hate being lonely
i hate the cold
too many hates...
i wish the carpenter were here...
i hate getting stuck behind trains
i hate driving in snow
i love people cross-country skiing down belmont...
i hate being lonely
i hate the cold
too many hates...
i wish the carpenter were here...
no:
Let me add some loves:
I love
Daydreaming. Mmmm.
Really LOL when chatting.
Choosing the day's underwear.
That split second trying to figure out who the happy voice is on the other side of the phone.
Kisses on closed eyes.
I am, though, getting kinda sick of my room and a little lonely. I guess that's what you get when you miss someone (not the plan, my friend). Were I closer to you, I would drag both of our asses out for a well-deserved night on the town!! Let me know if there's anything you need...
I love
Daydreaming. Mmmm.
Really LOL when chatting.
Choosing the day's underwear.
That split second trying to figure out who the happy voice is on the other side of the phone.
Kisses on closed eyes.
I am, though, getting kinda sick of my room and a little lonely. I guess that's what you get when you miss someone (not the plan, my friend). Were I closer to you, I would drag both of our asses out for a well-deserved night on the town!! Let me know if there's anything you need...
*le sigh*
the carpenter keeps on apologising for his almost non-exisitant sex drive, but even though he is off his meds, it isnt getting any better. i know he feels bad, but a girl needs some lovin!!!!
he is in taiwan this week and we coulnt even have goodbye sex before he left.
i keep trying to tell myself that it isnt a huge deal,...
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the carpenter keeps on apologising for his almost non-exisitant sex drive, but even though he is off his meds, it isnt getting any better. i know he feels bad, but a girl needs some lovin!!!!
he is in taiwan this week and we coulnt even have goodbye sex before he left.
i keep trying to tell myself that it isnt a huge deal,...
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filmme:
never_more@ureach.com
never_more@ureach.com
disdain:
word to yo' road trip, g! woot woot.
as for the doin' it problem, two words: FUCK BUDDY.
as for the doin' it problem, two words: FUCK BUDDY.
[Edited on Jan 18, 2004 11:49AM]