im all mixed up, i dont know what to do. i've been completely misunderstood by my best friend in the whole world 
i love her and miss her so much, but... *sigh* if she cant understand me on this one thing? i dont know. and i dont even know if she'll let me explain. she didnt before...
please dont tel me that you dont think...
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i love her and miss her so much, but... *sigh* if she cant understand me on this one thing? i dont know. and i dont even know if she'll let me explain. she didnt before...
please dont tel me that you dont think...
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hrm
want to move.
what else is new?
i hate people who throw the burden of their life onto others.
want to move.
what else is new?
i hate people who throw the burden of their life onto others.
fdnymedic:
just get up and move....
yea i really want to get the tattoo finished...maybe after sf.
yea i really want to get the tattoo finished...maybe after sf.
rumrunner:
If you are such a rare bird don't let urself be caged!!!!
(Help!)I'm trapped and bored!
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throatneedle:
good luck finding a place in nyc! like i said, try queens like in the astoria/woodside area. the commute will be 20 minutes tops into the city if you're by the subway and you'll pay anywhere from 700 - 100 for a studio or 1 br. you could always try craigslist if you wanna find a roommate. see ya soon!
rumrunner:
ohhh I thought u were leaving very soon my bad doll
well july will roll around before u know it!!!!!
in the mean time I know another little road trip u could take
hmmmm wink wink
well july will roll around before u know it!!!!!
in the mean time I know another little road trip u could take
hmmmm wink wink
bought the plane ticket today! yay! i cant believe i am acutally going. i know its just a vacation, but still... holy shit!
i just wish that i could go and stay... alas, such will not be my fate for what seems like waaaay too long.
oh well!
vacation, yay!!!!
i just wish that i could go and stay... alas, such will not be my fate for what seems like waaaay too long.
oh well!
vacation, yay!!!!
rumrunner:
have ur self a hell of a good time love.Make every second count get wild get naughty just don't get caught (lol).
Let the adventure begin
Let the adventure begin
feeling somewhat better today. getting excited about planning my vacation to nyc this summer. its a long ways off, but i am still dead freaking excited!
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theangus:
yeah, I wrote that song based on a bunch of daydreams I have about leaving NC. I would leave, but I don't have enough money to, and I don't have a car.
where are you moving to?
where are you moving to?
maynardsdick:
i haven't called you yet. im an ass.
i've been kinda pre-occupied lately and my work schedule is all backwords.
we'll make some plans soon.
i've been kinda pre-occupied lately and my work schedule is all backwords.
we'll make some plans soon.
is it so wrong that the prospect of 'doin' it' in the library totally turns me on?
the librarian has informed me that this could be a possibility...
the librarian has informed me that this could be a possibility...
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no:
to be naked amongst shelves packed full of books. a big open space. breaking the silence. sounds good to me .
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hellkitten:
That's definately a turn on. I'm a big book fanatic, so it would be tops in my - er... book 
not much today, still smitten with the librarian... *sigh*
i ♥ dorks
i ♥ dorks
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cakemix:
CreamyGoodness is my fave librarian!
wes11b10:
Don't worry about me. I am a trained killer, I can walk up and down mountains and still chat up girls! I had such a great time...
i met a boy
hes pretty. there hasnt been one of those for a while...
cant wait to see him again.
he will be called the librarian
hes pretty. there hasnt been one of those for a while...
cant wait to see him again.
he will be called the librarian
each thing i do i rush through so i can do something else...
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no:
hi cutie butt.
top o' sunday aft'noon to ya
(practicing for st patty's)
just came to ramble in your journal for a bit.
ya know when you reorganize your cd's and you find stuff you haven't listened to in a long time? wow, this liz phair cd really sucks (whip-smart), it plays like a snail crawls. i think i even like the new one better.
mmmaybe i'll shower and actually leave the house today.. hmm.
here is something for educational purposes .
top o' sunday aft'noon to ya
(practicing for st patty's)
just came to ramble in your journal for a bit.
ya know when you reorganize your cd's and you find stuff you haven't listened to in a long time? wow, this liz phair cd really sucks (whip-smart), it plays like a snail crawls. i think i even like the new one better.
mmmaybe i'll shower and actually leave the house today.. hmm.
here is something for educational purposes
.
no:
What does it mean when St Patrick's day falls on hump day?
Should I screw an Irish guy, or a Leprechan?
And here's some green: 
Should I screw an Irish guy, or a Leprechan?
And here's some green:
i was feeling better, but i am back to worse again...
things seem to shift and change around me without me noticing.
i hate myself right now. so much.
i dont know how to feel better, ive tried and tried and tried, but nothing seems to work. no amount of comforting will soothe my pain, ill have to do that myself i suppose.
last night...
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things seem to shift and change around me without me noticing.
i hate myself right now. so much.
i dont know how to feel better, ive tried and tried and tried, but nothing seems to work. no amount of comforting will soothe my pain, ill have to do that myself i suppose.
last night...
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wes11b10:
Is it the meds? As I recall, it takes a long time sometimes to get it all "right" with doses/meds. Your dad sounds like a good guy. "You'll just have to deal with it" is as realistic and helpful to you as "Just Say No To Drugs" is to a junkie. Pat phrases are said for the benefit of the person saying them.
no:
I know it's only 6:30, but I'm thinking about getting drunk. I think it's the sun, making me all happy and stuff. Or maybe it is a desire to procrastinate other activities (cleaning, laundry, washing the car... blah). Damn, I wish there was someone to drink with, though. Ah well, I'm not averse to drinkin alone. Always good times no matter what!
I want to hug you all over!!
(here are some 's, too)
-a-
I want to hug you all over!!
(here are some
's, too)
-a-
I am sure she is a good friend....sometimes, though, we let emotions rule over reason....that is hard...