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i want to cry.
i think i will.
buckknuckle:
Nah, don't cry. The volcano will solve everything. We'll be frozen in time by blankets of ash like Pompeii and some scientist in the year 2366 will dig us up and find that we led lives of extraordinary valor and dignity and mirth. Yep. Bet on it.

adam
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yay!
My tattooo artist and super cool guy is on here now!
go give him love and dollars to make you pretty -- AdamBalm
he is neat and i love him
love love love
wes11b10:
Sign me up for a session when I'm in town. Ask him how much for a Welsh dragon about 3 1/2 inches or so...

Thanks for writing me back, wanker.

tongue
buckknuckle:
Welsh dragon... $2399.95.

Ok, probably not. I'd have to see it.

Thanks for the kind words, you know I appreciate it. ooo aaa
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my knee hurts from last night blackeyed
go look at Benni's journal today. She writes it much better than i do, but she nailed my feelings lately right on the head. go give her some love, then come back and give me some too, cause i feel the same way she does and could certainly use the good will directed in my direction...
wes11b10:
You are my favorite punk baker! wink wink wink
hypnogogic:
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drunkern sarah sunday!!! woohoo!!
photos to follow....
not_tom:
inspirational words... feel i should follow...

cheers
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new profile pic and new prettyt pics in the folder, check it wink
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feeling pretty good today. no major complaints, except my sketchy internet connection. oh well, beggars cannot be choosers, eh?
my local haunt is turning out to be, not sassys after all but a cute little bar called the basement pub. it is neat and 20 oz pints of pbr are 1.75$ hard to beat that, eh? anywho, if any of you pdxers ever see me...
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fishwife:
i feel sorry for anyone who has not yet discovered the basement.

i've been wondering what to do with myself tonight. maybe i'll scoot on down there....but i hate going out by myself.
wes11b10:
I want you to (if your shots are up to date, that is).

PBR? We have to talk.

I used to buy PBR 6 packs at the local when I was in 10th grade wearing a jacket that had the year I graduated on the shoulder (watch it, wiseass) and was still served every time, never carded.

Yeah, sure. I'll stop out in 4 months and you can buy me a beer, tiger.

wink
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feeling a teensey bit better today, not much though. this job is wearing me down . ive got to figure out something to do in my down time to take my mind off it...
roofies? har har har
thanks for your support gentlemen. i appreciate it kiss kiss
lauren:
thanks for the comment sweetness! kiss kiss kiss
wes11b10:
Like I told you last night, hero, it's all just a matter of time before this is all a dawdle to you, a laugh, a blip. It seems like a ball-buster now, no doubt, but you'll be on top of it in due time. You're smart, you're good at what you do. Many people who are "in charge" know fuck-all about the work of the people they oversee. Your bosses need to back off and let you learn. They sure as shite didn't learn their jobs in 8 weeks.

Drive on, GI.

wink wink wink
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i am feeeling preyy down and out about my job. i am really wishing i didnt have so much responsibility. so much rests on my shoulders. i feel like atlas. it feels like me against the world. i dont feel like im going to come out on top. i dont even feel close.
fdnymedic:
girl i bet your gonna be better than you expect...i have faith in ya...i wish the very best for ya ofcourse...have a great weekend!
kiss
wes11b10:
There would be a BIG problem if you felt like you had it all together right from the start - this is COMPLETELY normal and healthy. Just keep going and do your best, as trite as that sounds. You know what to do, I know it.
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ugh,
thats it folks.
i am going to start charging admission.
thats right. you wanna stand by and watch my life? ok dude, but i cost 20$ per hour you want to watch. and no i will not call you and tell you when something interesting is going to happen.

i need a good rodgering. I been sick so the skinny emo boy hasn't been...
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wes11b10:
$20/hr? Jose, there is not one way. I will glance at your life and wait for your words to fall around me in their rough folds and jagged consonants.

Roger that!

I usually hate life. People are aquisitive, self absorbed assholes, same-same mean, lazy, bastardly. People hurt people, destroying others because it's in the nature of us all to destroy.

I will call you on work's dime tomorrow and leave you a rude message.
wes11b10:
You say the nicest things! Now I am all kicked in the ass to go to this thing.

I keep forgetting to call you from work.

How are you?

wink
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If there was a better way to go then it would find me. i can't help it the road just rolls out behind me.
Be kind to me or treat me mean. i'll make the most of it im an extrodinary machine.
wes11b10:
What's this? You don't call me anymore now that you're safe at home? Hmmmm? Just used me, threw me on the pile? I am not an object! I am not an animal! I am a human bean! Umm, BEING! See, you've got me all tied up in knots. Don Knots! Hey Andy, where's Otis? He's not in his cell!

How is work, working girl? Everything you've dreamed? Fired anyone yet?

You still rock, but I rock harder!

wink