a few things today.
Thing A. Rockapella tonight! yay!
Thing B. Ani's new album .rules.
'i'm holding here a book
notable, but not the greatest
stolen for me by the latest
in a long line of thieves
and i'm just about to drop it
down that manhole of memories
when i realize it doesn't bother me
like love's mementos usually do
and i look up to see who's different here
the latest me or the latest you
course, you're the kind of guy who doesn't lie
he just doctors everything
chooses some unassuming finger
and quietly moves his wedding ring
who rewrites his autobiography
for any pretty girl who'll sing
but you can't fool the queen, baby
cuz i married the king
and maybe it was i who betrayed his majesty
with no opposite reality
like a puddle with no reflection
of the sky or the trees
but after my dreaded beheading
i tied that sucker back on with a string
and i guess i'm pretty different now
considering
i kissed you on the street that night
on the far side of four
but i didn't like the taste
in my mouth or yours
and ignoring the persona you wore for my benefit
for once i had the balls to call it
just call it
but a lesson must be lived
in order to be learned
and the clarity to see and stop this now
that is what i've earned'
i
her like woah. Aristarch said in her journal the other day that 'its not that she says things that i don't say... its that she says them in a way that i have yet to master... a way that makes the same old (sometimes isolating) sentiments feel universal -shared- relevant, dern it. yee haw!
whole songs... and bits of songs... each one of them reminds me of somebody... some of them remind me of everybody... some of me' and, yeah i feel the same way. she is amazing.
so yeah.
i guess i'm fairly different now, considering...
Thing C. i think it is time for me to get off the zoloft. it is not helping me. time to switch! yay.
Thing D. I dont know if you read this Meagan, but if you do, i love you and i'm thinking about you. I hope you feel better sweetie
Thing F. Gaironn, one of the wine stewards at my work is my new best friend. I told her what i dont like about red wine and she recommended a wine to me that i actually like! wowza! So today i started drinking at noon.
ha ha ha
im an alcoholic!
Thing G. I might end up running into a very old boyfriend of mine tonight. This will be great fun. I hope i do. He was annoyed when i got my first tattoo. Just imagine what he'll think about all of the ones ive got now!
ha ha ha makes me smile just thinking about it!
Thing H. The dirty hippies next door have a big keyboard in the window. This is the window through which the old neighbors used to wake me up. I am very weary of this keyboard. I hope they do not plan on having drum circle practice there.
Thing I. I think thats it. At least for now...
Thing J. People are funny and dumb. But i am not allowed to talk about it here. If you are dying to know, send me an email and i will email you a link that will keep you busy for hours if you are as amused by dumb drama and rumor spreading and shit talking as i am.
Thing A. Rockapella tonight! yay!
Thing B. Ani's new album .rules.
'i'm holding here a book
notable, but not the greatest
stolen for me by the latest
in a long line of thieves
and i'm just about to drop it
down that manhole of memories
when i realize it doesn't bother me
like love's mementos usually do
and i look up to see who's different here
the latest me or the latest you
course, you're the kind of guy who doesn't lie
he just doctors everything
chooses some unassuming finger
and quietly moves his wedding ring
who rewrites his autobiography
for any pretty girl who'll sing
but you can't fool the queen, baby
cuz i married the king
and maybe it was i who betrayed his majesty
with no opposite reality
like a puddle with no reflection
of the sky or the trees
but after my dreaded beheading
i tied that sucker back on with a string
and i guess i'm pretty different now
considering
i kissed you on the street that night
on the far side of four
but i didn't like the taste
in my mouth or yours
and ignoring the persona you wore for my benefit
for once i had the balls to call it
just call it
but a lesson must be lived
in order to be learned
and the clarity to see and stop this now
that is what i've earned'
i
her like woah. Aristarch said in her journal the other day that 'its not that she says things that i don't say... its that she says them in a way that i have yet to master... a way that makes the same old (sometimes isolating) sentiments feel universal -shared- relevant, dern it. yee haw!
whole songs... and bits of songs... each one of them reminds me of somebody... some of them remind me of everybody... some of me' and, yeah i feel the same way. she is amazing.
so yeah.
i guess i'm fairly different now, considering...
Thing C. i think it is time for me to get off the zoloft. it is not helping me. time to switch! yay.
Thing D. I dont know if you read this Meagan, but if you do, i love you and i'm thinking about you. I hope you feel better sweetie
Thing F. Gaironn, one of the wine stewards at my work is my new best friend. I told her what i dont like about red wine and she recommended a wine to me that i actually like! wowza! So today i started drinking at noon.
ha ha ha
im an alcoholic!
Thing G. I might end up running into a very old boyfriend of mine tonight. This will be great fun. I hope i do. He was annoyed when i got my first tattoo. Just imagine what he'll think about all of the ones ive got now!
ha ha ha makes me smile just thinking about it!
Thing H. The dirty hippies next door have a big keyboard in the window. This is the window through which the old neighbors used to wake me up. I am very weary of this keyboard. I hope they do not plan on having drum circle practice there.
Thing I. I think thats it. At least for now...
Thing J. People are funny and dumb. But i am not allowed to talk about it here. If you are dying to know, send me an email and i will email you a link that will keep you busy for hours if you are as amused by dumb drama and rumor spreading and shit talking as i am.
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voicemale
yep, saw the cabana boy. then we had a bit of a freak out & i ended up going home... undebauched.