trying to forget the events of this past year.
it isn't easy.
trying to move past the things i can't control.
the things that are in the past.
the people that aren't in my life anymore.
i have a hard time letting people go.
i let so very few people in. they all mean so much to me.
the librarian in particular.
i have a feeling he reads this, of maybe its just me being self centered to think that he would still care.
i wish he did.
i miss him.
it isn't easy.
trying to move past the things i can't control.
the things that are in the past.
the people that aren't in my life anymore.
i have a hard time letting people go.
i let so very few people in. they all mean so much to me.
the librarian in particular.
i have a feeling he reads this, of maybe its just me being self centered to think that he would still care.
i wish he did.
i miss him.
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we got there early to save seats. everyone else was late. when they showed up, the show was sold out. we decided to just go next door and have a drink. i gave up the seats i was saving and when i walked out into the lobby, they were all coming in. i had already lost the seats. they decided to stand in the back row. i was irritated and went to go next door. as i was walking out, i think i saw you with a friend. after i cooled down, i realized i could not get back in to the show
sorry, forgive me?