Friday Dec 17, 2004

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it was what we used to call a moonstruck day today.
everything that could possibly go wrong did.
everything.
puke
i am NOT a baby sitter.
not not not.
mad
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catdad:
I used to go to Sellwood, but will probably go to the one on Division now since I'm in outer southeast. I only go every couple of months, though. With Albertsons 15 blocks away and on my way home, it's pretty hard not to do most of my shopping there.

You are welcome. smile

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magnadolce:
I have those days all the time! It's quite the downer...

SO I guess days when everything goes right are called... ??? what? "A good day?" confused

Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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whatever
pb:
ice like for real or she was just a cold bitch?

sorry, i'm feeling ornery and raw tonight.

Wednesday Dec 15, 2004

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it gets to a point where she doesn't feel like antone except her tharapist needs to know what is going on with her. its gets to a point where any discussion of how she feels makes her cry. it is then that she knows that she is getting worse.
not better, worse.
this same time last year this same thing happened.
she remembers house sitting...
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laine666:
thinking about talking to people that would prefer to not be talked to, and ringing in my head still are the words
worse. not better, worse. you're not getting better. not getting better.
zenfish:
I'd say get out more, even just for short walks.

You have a digital camera, go out, and take photos.

Window Shop.

Find a interesting magazine that inspires you, and buy it. wink

many many things.

but, it all starts with YOU, when you want to improve. you will.

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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i am feeling despondant and apathetic right now.
like if i went to sleep and didn't wake up it wouldn't matter.
would it matter?
im still not certain.
i would like a job where i can have painted nails,
where i can wear cute clothes w/o having to worry that they will be ruined.
heels, nylons, suit jackets., the works.


i really do hate my...
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manchester_black:
Hey, I am totally in the same place right now and I agree in that it sure does suck something fierce. Yup. It's no wonder that the holidays have the highest suicide rate of any time of year

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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dear sg,
thank you for letting me vent to you in the early hours.
it is much appreciated.
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zenfish:
*hug* good.
zenfish:
*nods* welcome.

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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after spending the evening with my brother, his friends and their wives, i have a deep appreciation for who i am and my friends. for our intellect, our conversation and the places we hang out.
i am... happy and sad.
my dad might be moving to tacoma in a month. i'll find out next week. i love him so much and really miss him. we...
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zenfish:
frown that makes me sad. frown

Saturday Dec 11, 2004

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i feel a heavy weight on my chest
i feel my life sliding out of control

i cant wait til next year.
buckknuckle:
Hope you are feeling better. smile
buckknuckle:
Different is good...? I'm feeling a lot better and I'm trying not to think about it too much. You should come over and play scrabble and see if the good vibes rub off. wink

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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Me "i had an amazing time tonight"
him "So did I... I, I want to get to know you."
shy smiles and more kissing
him "I really want to see you again"

been a long time since i felt so appreciated.
blush
maynardsdick:
yeah pretty much. i guess she wasn't finding what she was looking for out here. i have my boyfriend here though and a couple friends i've made so it's not like she left me all alone. smile

by the way..... that's so freakin cute! love

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wes11b10:
the boy that doesn't appreciate you must've been recently lobotomized. Sorry I haven't called you; everytime it occurs to me to do it, I remember that we are in different time zones! DO'H! wink

Thursday Dec 02, 2004

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still loathe my job, although apparently im pretty good at it...
still plotting.
still with too many irons in the fire.
need to work a few hours tonight, but alls i want to do is sleep frown
buckknuckle:
Not to be catty, but we'll do a better job than Charlie's...

Hope you get some sleep soon. Take care!

Monday Nov 29, 2004

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there is a plan. action is being taken. no need to panic.

_
she is constantly thinking about the future. she knows that is what got her here in the first place. she knows it, but feels helpless to do anything about it. she finds there is not much to excite her in her life now. not much good going on...
a new friend here...
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buckknuckle:
Things will change. They always do. Now is the time for something else, a distraction. For some, hobbies. Others, booze. Get through the piddling tedious middle days and things will slowly change. You can so do it because you are a bad ass! Right!? GO GO GO GO ELECTRA!

wink
buckknuckle:
My bday is saturday and I leave for texas on sunday. For my bday I am working. Yeah!

Monday Nov 29, 2004

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*dumped*
again.
whatever
buckknuckle:
The guy with the gun, or the guy with the turntable? I'm all confused.

Sorry, though. Which ever the situation is. frown

Sunday Nov 28, 2004

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