i am into this thing right now where the only thing i seem to be any good at is torturing myself.
yay.
yay.
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i am a lot of things these days.
one of them is obesessed.
not with just one thing but with many.
past loves,
past lives,
past hurts...
(hmm is there a theme here?
)
oh and too many more to list.
i don't go anywhere anymore. i travel in my head.
i go backwards and forwards. the past and the future seem to be my...
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one of them is obesessed.
not with just one thing but with many.
past loves,
past lives,
past hurts...
(hmm is there a theme here?
)
oh and too many more to list.
i don't go anywhere anymore. i travel in my head.
i go backwards and forwards. the past and the future seem to be my...
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magnadolce:
There will be more before your days are up, so brace yourself. 
Life is so cool because it's so full of variety, ups and downs... I love it, even the worst of it.
Life is so cool because it's so full of variety, ups and downs... I love it, even the worst of it.
buckknuckle:
just venting. don't fret. call me later.
i have no news.
that is good right?
i'm bored.
i need to shake things up.
i'm also hungry. maybe what i should shake up is some dinner....
that is good right?
i'm bored.
i need to shake things up.
i'm also hungry. maybe what i should shake up is some dinner....
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disdain:
i'm skerd!!! 
so my sketchy stolen wireless has stopped working. actually, the 'stealees ' wised up and put a password on their network 
jerks.
anyway, that explains how much of a bad internet friend i've been.
i am sorry.
rest assured that nothing interesting has happened, i'm still miserable and i'm still fucking around with medication trying to get better.
*sigh*
how are you all?
to the...
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jerks.
anyway, that explains how much of a bad internet friend i've been.
i am sorry.
rest assured that nothing interesting has happened, i'm still miserable and i'm still fucking around with medication trying to get better.
*sigh*
how are you all?
to the...
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fatdavid8:
I don't know about that: sometimes women who want to bonk me talk about odd things (other than myself, I mean).
How's the weight-loss going? I had a cheesburger orgy this weekend and am back up to 186 lbs.
I'm still going to be skinnier than you one day, and you'll just die when you see me at our highschool reunion in my perfect little black dress! 
How's the weight-loss going? I had a cheesburger orgy this weekend and am back up to 186 lbs.
I'm still going to be skinnier than you one day, and you'll just die when you see me at our highschool reunion in my perfect little black dress!
disdain:
HA HA HA HA HA!
HA HA HA HA HA!i am a social retard.
i am going to try to fix that.
here i go.
i am going to try to fix that.
here i go.
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sadfaceclown:
There is a black to every white
a day to every night
Things might be shitty right now....just try to remember that it's just the bad side of a cycle that HAS to get better. It's like physics or something. There's a ying to every yang.
a day to every night
Things might be shitty right now....just try to remember that it's just the bad side of a cycle that HAS to get better. It's like physics or something. There's a ying to every yang.
fatdavid8:
By the bye, I thought I'd just pop by to let you know that I'm down to 183 lbs. I am totally going to be skinnier than you! So there!
up the ante one more time.
make my stomach churn.
make me happy
or make me numb...
we'll see.
make my stomach churn.
make me happy
or make me numb...
we'll see.
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kris7:
Happy Valentines Day!
fatdavid8:
Abraca-pocus! You're happy! 
Yeah, I know: no one else thinks that's funny, either.
Hope you're feeling well way out there in the wet west.
Yeah, I know: no one else thinks that's funny, either.
Hope you're feeling well way out there in the wet west.
feeling a hair better today.
he told me to remember that the despair comes in waves.
i know he is right.
he told me to remember that the despair comes in waves.
i know he is right.
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kickinglovers:
we're jus part heavy and the other a light without purpose.
im coming off my meds at the moment. its strange, my drinking has increased again. but then so is my weight and well its a never ending circle as u know.
im coming off my meds at the moment. its strange, my drinking has increased again. but then so is my weight and well its a never ending circle as u know.
disdain:
funny crazy gay boy sex.
everyday i go to bed thinking, hoping, praying that the next day will be better.
everyday i am wrong.
i want to be better so badly.
but.
yeah.
here i am.
covering my sadness with a very thin veil.
very thin indeed.
everyday i am wrong.
i want to be better so badly.
but.
yeah.
here i am.
covering my sadness with a very thin veil.
very thin indeed.
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rumrunner:
don't wait for goodness to come to you make it happen everything is in how your eyes see it
my new years resolution starts a month and a few days late. but for serious now.
i am going to quit drinking, and lose those dumb 30 lbs.
i will do these things.
i dont know for how long i will not drink, but it will be for awhile. the interaction with it and my higher dose of zoloft was unnerving last night. i went...
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i am going to quit drinking, and lose those dumb 30 lbs.
i will do these things.
i dont know for how long i will not drink, but it will be for awhile. the interaction with it and my higher dose of zoloft was unnerving last night. i went...
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cayce:
good luck with the resolutions. best to start them when you're ready and not at the first of the year anyways.
fatdavid8:
OK, kid: this is really rough, but I think the Russian poster with the guy in the white hat reads something like this:
{black text}: Comrades! Toward new exploits we push onward / to take berlin shall bring famous victories.
{red text}: You lead (in the sense of help) us!
Isn't there anyone on the site who is Russian? It's been 10 years since I used what little of the language I know.
I'll take a stab at the travel poster another time. I'm bushed.
{black text}: Comrades! Toward new exploits we push onward / to take berlin shall bring famous victories.
{red text}: You lead (in the sense of help) us!
Isn't there anyone on the site who is Russian? It's been 10 years since I used what little of the language I know.
I'll take a stab at the travel poster another time. I'm bushed.
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theseadog:
Haha, it made me laugh too. I saved it to my computer when I saw it on thelastbeliever's page.
theseadog:
You're in the group! Hooray! Expect a random call at a random hour. Hehehe.
this, that, yes, no. i dont know...
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jermhawk:
the truth is out there
thelastbeliever:
Yeah he;s a pretty cool little dude. You can have him if you like
edit.
i am dumb.
one of my best friends is an ex-boyfriend that i am still in love with. i get sad when i dont hear from him and angry when he doesnt invite me out with his friends (who are now also kind of my friends) and then when he invites me out, i can't say yes. i want to say yes, but what...
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i am dumb.
one of my best friends is an ex-boyfriend that i am still in love with. i get sad when i dont hear from him and angry when he doesnt invite me out with his friends (who are now also kind of my friends) and then when he invites me out, i can't say yes. i want to say yes, but what...
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zenfish:
things to do for your emotions.
- a good multivitamin
- ginko bilboba pills
- fish oil pills (cod liver is a good one)
- vitamin c drink crystals, get this at a health store.
- cut out junk food, pop, and heavily processed foods.
- finally, get into a small excercise program. pushups/siteups... and walking...
those will all help you feel better.
- a good multivitamin
- ginko bilboba pills
- fish oil pills (cod liver is a good one)
- vitamin c drink crystals, get this at a health store.
- cut out junk food, pop, and heavily processed foods.
- finally, get into a small excercise program. pushups/siteups... and walking...
those will all help you feel better.
kickinglovers:
why do you dislike those mini animations..
i loved a friend. the closest lady i knew who had a heart similar to my own. but we were never together because of insecurity. its all fucked up.
and recently i had to break up with my ex whom i adore because we werent good as a couple.. but such good friends and i adore..it hurts a little. *dull throbbing.
i loved a friend. the closest lady i knew who had a heart similar to my own. but we were never together because of insecurity. its all fucked up.
and recently i had to break up with my ex whom i adore because we werent good as a couple.. but such good friends and i adore..it hurts a little. *dull throbbing.
sorry for flaking on sunday. i'm quite the dick. if you come to the show at ash street this sunday, it'll be my treat.
be nice to yourself. even if you can only stand to do so for a little while.