it's taking me a while to get into school mode. only 2 more years man, 2 more years...
then what? more school probably.
for fucks sake, could i just stay on task and just get my proposal done?
noooo i've swiffered my whole house, done my nails, organized my slides, brushed the cat, had a nap, made a smoothy.
this weekend i'm doing some photo...
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then what? more school probably.
for fucks sake, could i just stay on task and just get my proposal done?
noooo i've swiffered my whole house, done my nails, organized my slides, brushed the cat, had a nap, made a smoothy.
this weekend i'm doing some photo...
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i'm back, burning man was great this year and extremely relaxing this time, for a change
things are normal here for the most part except for my man who seems to have been replaced with some snuggly, sugary, un-crabby, alien being. where's the early morning brutality? the foul language?
apparently my being out of town, out of touch for a week and a half has...
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things are normal here for the most part except for my man who seems to have been replaced with some snuggly, sugary, un-crabby, alien being. where's the early morning brutality? the foul language?
apparently my being out of town, out of touch for a week and a half has...
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contradiction:
YEAH! Maybe we should all, as women, have a "Haul Ass Week". Ya know, go away for a week and let them suffer. Heh. Then come back and bask in it. I say that is a great idea. National Holiday.
When my guy went on tour for a bit last month, he got back and was SUPER spiffy cool to me for a long time afterwards...heh. I was one LUCKY girl.
Course, I still am.
Glad to hear things are cool!
When my guy went on tour for a bit last month, he got back and was SUPER spiffy cool to me for a long time afterwards...heh. I was one LUCKY girl.
Course, I still am.
Glad to hear things are cool!
back from the festival, we didn't even break even but i had fun painting people up. must rest today, then freak out about my financial state and the upcomingjourney into the desert. do i have the willpower to not bend plastic while in reno? i doubt it.
where is the cat? i need a hug from her....
where is the cat? i need a hug from her....
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toneski:
whats up girl? you get those stickers yet?
toneski:
where
are
you.
are
you.
hi, i'm feeling sunburnt today and slightly evil. maybe i'll do the dishes. maybe i'll go out and buy expensive shampoo and new calvins instead. or maybe i'll buy things that i actually need. like toilet paper.
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shitricky:
.when buying things you need, how can you leave out 12 kokanees?
tiffanymarie:
I have no idea what to say. Hate when that happens. Did you buy something that was useful like toilet paper?
cockamaime fukkin' bulshit
where the hell does one stay when in reno? why does every motel have to be over 100$ per night? it's turning out to be more expensive than my plane ticket & and burning man ticket combined!! and i'm gonna be by myself too, spending all this money i don't have on a lonely hotel room....oh well, at least i get to...
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where the hell does one stay when in reno? why does every motel have to be over 100$ per night? it's turning out to be more expensive than my plane ticket & and burning man ticket combined!! and i'm gonna be by myself too, spending all this money i don't have on a lonely hotel room....oh well, at least i get to...
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ooomermaidooo:
Never been to Reno, have no plans on going either. I rather go to Las Vegas.
Nothing like mixing up some playtime with Lip Venom.
Nothing like mixing up some playtime with Lip Venom.
friends of mine that have deceased keep returning to me in my dreams. it's a stange feeling...one girl, Jayme, will phone me, or i'll be visiting her in one of her old apartments; or one of her many hospital rooms. in my dream, i realize that she's been dead for quite a while, and i'm confused and hurt and i feel cheated and taken advantage...
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politrix:
I've only had the dead visit me in a dream once. For a year after I lost my best friend in Dec '00 I had a recurring dream where I was in a car, travelling over a bridge that got more and more steep. In the begining the bridges would catch me off guard, kind of like "whoa, that's weird... this is getting steeper!?!." The dreams would culminate at a point where I was all alone over the water going higher and higher, trying to stay the difficult line between gunning it so I kept going forward towards the top - and not gunning it so hard that I lost traction and fell backwards to the bottom and died. That's when I'd wake up.
As the year's dreams went forward, I would actually be concious of the problem I'd had in other dreams with bridges, and would make detours and head for bridges that I somehow knew would be less steep or ones that had somehow been totally flat in the past. Despite all efforts though, they always morphed into insurrmountable climbs and I'd wake up just before I flipped backwards and fell to the bottom in a bloody, mangled wreck. As the year went on, the dreams increased in their repetition, sometimes coming twice in a single week.
On December 2, 2001 I went to a hotel, got an incredibly nice room & flipped the fuck out in the moments leading up to a 4:04am mental timestamp and cried in way that could almost be considered an Extreme Sport worthy of some kind of ESPN X-Game coverage or something. Some day-late mourning ritual pouring out from over-familiarization with the gregorian calendar. But I never had that dream again. I haven't even seen a bridge in a dream since. It took me another year to figure out that night, that moment in time - one year later - was the top of some passage that I didn't even know I was so worried about having to face. He's still missed, but by and large it's been mostly easy climbing and down-hill coasting to much better places ever since then.
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As the year's dreams went forward, I would actually be concious of the problem I'd had in other dreams with bridges, and would make detours and head for bridges that I somehow knew would be less steep or ones that had somehow been totally flat in the past. Despite all efforts though, they always morphed into insurrmountable climbs and I'd wake up just before I flipped backwards and fell to the bottom in a bloody, mangled wreck. As the year went on, the dreams increased in their repetition, sometimes coming twice in a single week.
On December 2, 2001 I went to a hotel, got an incredibly nice room & flipped the fuck out in the moments leading up to a 4:04am mental timestamp and cried in way that could almost be considered an Extreme Sport worthy of some kind of ESPN X-Game coverage or something. Some day-late mourning ritual pouring out from over-familiarization with the gregorian calendar. But I never had that dream again. I haven't even seen a bridge in a dream since. It took me another year to figure out that night, that moment in time - one year later - was the top of some passage that I didn't even know I was so worried about having to face. He's still missed, but by and large it's been mostly easy climbing and down-hill coasting to much better places ever since then.
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i'm getting buggered around by me computer here.....i can't go a page in SG w/out having to log in again.....
buggerall,
and i got a headache
buggerall,
and i got a headache
tiffanymarie:
That would be very annoying. Damn all computers! hehehe
doctorspooky:
Computers suck, they waste our time, breakdown and F-up, yet we are always slaveing away at them.
Damn you Mr. Gates and your phooey Windows operating system.
Do you think I just cursed myself to my own computer failure?
Damn you Mr. Gates and your phooey Windows operating system.
Do you think I just cursed myself to my own computer failure?
my computer is bugging out so i'm goin' swimmin'! oooo ooooo pooooool party!
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ferrofluid:
oh'm still lookin' for that site!
I'll race ya.
ready set...
I'll race ya.
ready set...
contradiction:
computers suck. I used to be a network engineer in a past life. Actually, I am about to be one again if this freakin music thing doesn't figure itself out soon.
I want to go swimming. damn.
I want to go swimming. damn.
hhhhmmmmm my dog is right here beside me, she keeps trying to sneak out my front door to go roll in the curry/diaper trash that's all over the lane. bleck. she's a twit. a scrubble-headed, shih-poo, french-accented, googly-eyed little stinky twit. such a charming little poochie.
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wednesday:
great pics! that fluffy dog is so cute! mine looks more...evil 
but he isn't. he's scared of everything and just want to sit in my lap (though he's far to big for that...!)
but he isn't. he's scared of everything and just want to sit in my lap (though he's far to big for that...!)
contradiction:
heehee...my doggie is silly too.
I don't know Nick H - I met Xylux once or twice. I know some of the other guys, but Scott and I are great friends.
I don't know Nick H - I met Xylux once or twice. I know some of the other guys, but Scott and I are great friends.
i scraped my knees today because my shoes were floppy. i was walking down the street to the bus stop when i tripped so the momentum i picked up was pretty good. almost a belly flop but i saved myself with my elbows...aaaarrrrrgggg i get so mad when it happens! it doesn't hurt anymore 'cuz i have so much scar tissue on my knees. i...
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contradiction:
haha...Scott from human factors lab is a VERY good friend of mine. In fact, until I had *ahem* legal issues to attend to, I was going to sit in on keys for them.
I fall a lot too...sucks. I fell once in line in a sub shop because my ankle gave out, and everyone looked at me like I was on drugs and passed out or something. I just gave up trying to explain that my body hates me. Bad parts, I tell ya.
I fall a lot too...sucks. I fell once in line in a sub shop because my ankle gave out, and everyone looked at me like I was on drugs and passed out or something. I just gave up trying to explain that my body hates me.
Bad parts, I tell ya.
tiffanymarie:
Ouch, sounds a little painful. You cut your leg then you tripped. Grrrg I would be a little upset. hehe It's okay though your not hurting anymore. Take care sweetie, Tiff 
Damn I wish i were a photographer so I had the skills to do it.
How its the toneski homage coming?
killer meds.