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ok just kidding on the byes, LaneMeyer is the friggin sweetest person on the planet and thanks to him, I'm here again for awhile! unbelievably nice, and quite a shock to find in my email today...thank you, thank you, thank you <3

so i will try to be on more often now haha smile

happy mothers day to all of the moms out there, btw! wish...
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camshaft:
it was a terrific surprise to see you back in chat tonight! Now, don't scare us like that again!
heatdude:
glad your staying.. smile
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well, my membershp's almost up and i've got a laundry list of other things that unfortunately take priority financially, so i'm not sure when i'll have this back up and running.

it's been a blast, see you all again someday soon. smile

<3
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heatdude:
take care, we'll still be here for ya..
posdeviant:
Geez.. I was thinking you should submit a set.. then you get a model account..

tee hee.
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omg i suck at life. or...updating this at least!

i haven't been on this site in forever, just got so crazy busy with work!

just a random update to let you know i'm alive. and stuff. more to come later biggrin
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camshaft:
I miss seeing your face in chat. Hope everything is good. kiss
jay_:
I blame WoW smile
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hellooo!!!!

so its been awhile, but i swear its not cause of WoW...ok maybe a teeny tiny bit. hehe.

but mostly ive been totally poooped! plus i was in vegas last weekend and ive been sick and just MIA in life.

but! on the plus side, i got a totally cool 2nd super part time job (i already have a full time one...but i somehow...
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jay_:
Well I have a baby orc hunter but i never play him. puke
rascuache_:
that sounds awesome
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well. i reinstalled world of warcraft.

it's been nice knowing you guys... :p
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lanemeyer:
BALLS! Between this and oboard, I guess I'll never hear from you again.
sinsemilla:
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today was a lazy day. i slept in, rolled out of bed, played with the cats, watched tv, then went and had pho for the first time. ive avoided it for years because i thought id hate it cause i hate brothy soups. but this was SO GOOD!!!! i got the vegetarian pho, and holy crimeny, it was so so flavorful and delicious! big chunks...
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chipdanger:
Happy Valentine's Day to you too!
scarletletterman:
Happy Valentine's day back to you! I will have to try making popcorn over the stove one day. I love popcorn! I bet it must be neat working in an animal shelter. I adopted a kitten back in June. Actually, her first birthday is next month.
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ive watched this a few times now and i struggle to hold back tears each time.

http://www.couragecampaign.org/page/s/divorce

i just dont get people sometimes. sigh.

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scarletletterman:
I don't get people sometimes either. Thanks for sharing. I will pass this link on to some friends.
camshaft:
The whole Prop 8 issue makes me sad and angry at the same time. I will pass on that link to all my California friends.
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omg.

the smashing pumpkins oboard is back up.

there goes my life.

junecarter:
you're so pretty!
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im pretty sick right now, bad cold lots of congestion and im feeling it in my brain the most.

anyways, ive slept for like 20 hours. during my most recent sleep, i had a crazy dream. one of those ones that is very detailed and very realistic and seems like it lasts forever. it was probably cat-bite induce. one of those fucker sunk it's teeth...
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jogu:
ewww no I am definitely not a cat-lover
did you have to get shots?
heatdude:
Now get plenty of rest and then go find that girl..
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posdeviant:
Very Nice!
jogu:
LOL that's ummm creepy
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thank you from my heart to everyone who had kind words to share with me while i was down in the dumps...i really appreciate it, and im really grateful for the sweet words, they help a lot. xo

i dunno what it is, i guess i get overwhelmed by life. bills, bills, bills. i got my w2 and realized that since they made me exempt,...
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lanemeyer:
Hey, money (or lack thereof) won't kill you. It's a pain to have or not have. Don't beat yourself up about so much. Don't lose sight of the things you are doing to better yourself, especially when you let yourself down with something like eating meat. I've been a vegetarian for more than half life, and I would say at least the last ten years has just been out of habit. If it's meant for you, then it'll get easier to stick to. If not, don't stress it too much. Being vegetarian isn't a surefire healthier way to live. It's more important to eat whole, organic foods and exercise. But I digress.

Back to watching Executive Koala,
LM
camshaft:
Don't sweat the meat thing: what's done is done. Reset the clock.
Look at all the positives you have going: you are exercising regularly (which I can only dream of doing at this point) and you may be a short time away from a dream house! Happy times are coming!
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im depressed.

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robotfuckface:
h. o. t.
nate8d:
Man up stranger. I'm thinking a lot of people in California are going through seasonal depression. I know it's the same season year round, still... people be depressed n' shit. It's no good.

Do handstands when you're depressed... those frowns turn to smiles and everyone thinks you're happy, talented and borderline retarded.