i am suddenly very aware of the fact that i have no testimonials.
i was late to work today. i was up very late last night. weird things happened that i have no need to get into.
it was my best friends birthday and also my roomates. so his house, then mine. no one showed up to her "party" there were like 6 people here. i drank a lot. i usually dont drink very often, esspecially for a college kid. but lately i have been drinking a lot for me.. which is like once or twice a week.
some guy ordered us pizza and then made me download hip hop so he could dance.
he thought he was "hard"... then my roomate gave me a lap dance... and he was.
earlier that day i went to get my hair done. its brown now. i thought it would be funny because its the last color anyone would expect me to have. im not sure if i even like it, but it's alright i guess. ive yet to really put on makeup and see myself completely normal. then i got a facial and my skin is like REDICUOUSLY soft now. i also grew out real eyebrows.
im trying to stray from that whole white trash look.
tonight after work i took a nap. it was nice. i never get naps. late afternoon is the perfect time to do it. i woke up and then my friend and i went to thai food and then to the beach at night, which was surprisingly boring, but i showed him how to speak with a scottish accent.
my boss called me, she was kind of freaking out needing to talk to me, but who fucking calls someone all late at night? so now i have to wake up early and call her back. i was worrying about it the whole drive home and i missed my exit. this seems like a boring entry. i guess im kind of bored. haha
i only have two more weeks of this shtty summer schedule, which is rad. i also dont think im getting a new car after all. im going to try and just pay to fix my transmission. i really cant take on any more payments right now.
im going to make a real effort to actually talk to people at school this semester. i never try.. i dont know why. ive become very anti-social at school. maybe because i think it's all bros there, who knows. but i go there, so i should be more open.
IVE ENDED UP GETTING sun and mon off every week. and then on the second and third sat of every month, i have a day off too. i cant believe im going to have three day weekends. its going to go off.
ive been thinking a lot about a new person in my life. i know i dont need any more stress, but it doednt seem like stress to me. i just like him. a lot. and i think about him and stuff. he makes me forget time as a whole. i know i just broke up with george like a few weeks ago, but i also know that i havent been this happy in a long time. and timing doesnt always line up perfectly. i oddly cant seem to stay single for more than 1 month in my entire dating history. not that its getting to that point or anything, i just think i sound like i cant be alone. and i can, i just dont have to be, so why force myself for arguements sake.
smetimes i feel so young. this stupid number that defines me...
i need to take a deep breath and stop thinking so god damn much.
i was late to work today. i was up very late last night. weird things happened that i have no need to get into.
it was my best friends birthday and also my roomates. so his house, then mine. no one showed up to her "party" there were like 6 people here. i drank a lot. i usually dont drink very often, esspecially for a college kid. but lately i have been drinking a lot for me.. which is like once or twice a week.
some guy ordered us pizza and then made me download hip hop so he could dance.
he thought he was "hard"... then my roomate gave me a lap dance... and he was.
earlier that day i went to get my hair done. its brown now. i thought it would be funny because its the last color anyone would expect me to have. im not sure if i even like it, but it's alright i guess. ive yet to really put on makeup and see myself completely normal. then i got a facial and my skin is like REDICUOUSLY soft now. i also grew out real eyebrows.
im trying to stray from that whole white trash look.
tonight after work i took a nap. it was nice. i never get naps. late afternoon is the perfect time to do it. i woke up and then my friend and i went to thai food and then to the beach at night, which was surprisingly boring, but i showed him how to speak with a scottish accent.
my boss called me, she was kind of freaking out needing to talk to me, but who fucking calls someone all late at night? so now i have to wake up early and call her back. i was worrying about it the whole drive home and i missed my exit. this seems like a boring entry. i guess im kind of bored. haha
i only have two more weeks of this shtty summer schedule, which is rad. i also dont think im getting a new car after all. im going to try and just pay to fix my transmission. i really cant take on any more payments right now.
im going to make a real effort to actually talk to people at school this semester. i never try.. i dont know why. ive become very anti-social at school. maybe because i think it's all bros there, who knows. but i go there, so i should be more open.
IVE ENDED UP GETTING sun and mon off every week. and then on the second and third sat of every month, i have a day off too. i cant believe im going to have three day weekends. its going to go off.
ive been thinking a lot about a new person in my life. i know i dont need any more stress, but it doednt seem like stress to me. i just like him. a lot. and i think about him and stuff. he makes me forget time as a whole. i know i just broke up with george like a few weeks ago, but i also know that i havent been this happy in a long time. and timing doesnt always line up perfectly. i oddly cant seem to stay single for more than 1 month in my entire dating history. not that its getting to that point or anything, i just think i sound like i cant be alone. and i can, i just dont have to be, so why force myself for arguements sake.
smetimes i feel so young. this stupid number that defines me...
i need to take a deep breath and stop thinking so god damn much.
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Sorry I didn't get to talk to you last night...I went to bed early and didn't even finish updating my resume...I wrote a letter of interest which I'm now rereading and very much disliking and fell asleep.
I was the same way in college. It took my until about 3rd semester @ community & stat college to really break out..Then that's about the time I left school...