lackluster

ok so you know how everyone has that one song... that one that just makes them cry like a lil baby....



Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong

But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "Don't worry baby"...
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OCCAM GAVE ME THE CLAP.










hahahaha just kidding please don't harass him. thanks.

saw some old friends from highschool. one invited me to a threesome. i had to decline for fear of disease.

someone held me all weekend and now that stupid loneliness is comming back.



financial aid: free ride. [see also: fancy car]



hey lets all hate the smiths together. fuck those townies and their stupid tattoos.


raf and i have decided to become hobos and dress...
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[aka man o war]




Drift all you like

From ocean to ocean

Search the whole world.

Drunken confessions

And hijacked affairs

Just make you more alone.





-rh

_uck it.
_ull drink
empty heart.

lets all guess which key is not working on lackluster's keyboard.



i suddenly remember the exact tabs to wish you were here...

as i_ my hand remembers what my brain didnt.

lets all try and make me _eel something other than this.






my roomates are both _ucking as we speak.

im gunna _inish this cigarette and pretend to be...
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supriseYOURdead: i'm obsessed with mark kozelek
piisssssoff: he speaks fondly of you as well.
piisssssoff: we go out for coffee sometimes
supriseYOURdead: pssshhhttt
piisssssoff: you know us l'a' types.
supriseYOURdead: haha
supriseYOURdead: i suppose.. i'm not from out here so i don't really get it
piisssssoff: yeah well rodney comes over when AWK is here and we all make power smoothies and fuck on a...
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today:

i tought someone how to timewarp.
i felt protected.
i painted my toe nails.
i saw someone almost die.
i made an important list.
-this is not that list.

when the requisite salon fag left work today i hugged him a little too long. just because it was nice to have someone hug me. he was surprised at the warmth of my embrace.

i...
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Sea.. cake.. iron wine

It is all just one long fucking wedding reception where half wrinkled suits loosen their ties while in line for the open bar. Thirsty Thursdays mean nothing when happy hour starts at five and they pretend not to feel complete apathy for lovers lost. A wave of depression over the turn tables as some Journey record makes its way out of...
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at my non- mentally disabled job.. i had to help a mentally disabled lady for two fucking hours because no one else knew how to handle her.

my allergies were killing me.. and i had to wake up at seven am only to find out that my car will be 5000 fucking dollars to repair. its not even worth it.
we call that "totalled" in...
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.....pation.

5 more days.





weird thought of the day:

when i was in fourth grade you were sitting in a bar drinking.

awesome thought of the day:

something about movies.

alright... well someone asked to see my kidneys.





this i a limited time showing, im not even sure im entirely comfortable with showing THIS much.



edited because i just cant do it. hahaha it was too much, kudos to those who snuck a peek in the last 3 seconds.