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We are back home. And back to our respective homes.
I miss AD already.

So.........life is stressful.
But isn't it always?
I guess life is more stressful than normal. It is difficult having so many people to take care of. Or having so many people need you at the same time. Eventually you feel like you have nothing left for yourself.

The best advice I...
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temper:
Yes, he is. Thank you. smile
_bossanova_:
I hope your surreal life sorts itself out soon. I think your advice is wonderful, simple, and so hard to keep sight of when huge worries loom overhead.

Thanks for all the kind words you've sent me when I've been having a tough time. You have good karma coming your way, I'm sure of it.kiss
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Last night I lay in bed, and started screaming in my prayers. Anger, frustration, and confusion filled my head. I had been looking for answers for a while and received no signs and no answers.

I was swearing, yelling, pissed at the world.
I opened my eyes after all of this and saw a firefly in my room.

Now I understand this may not seem...
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minimalism:
The sign is

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you need new screens on your windows.

clio:
thanks, dear!

I hope you feel better.
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I would like to ask you all to just send some vibes out into the universe for just 30 seconds of I hope Colleen gets this job.
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user209834982:
*sending*
tunnel_vision:
Good luck smile
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Keeping my vent, but I don't want that negative energy around me.

I think the problem is that I am in denial.
I keep thinking I am just coping and that I am just able to actually be okay with my mom being really sick and even dying. But I bet that is really denial.

So, they plan on giving her chemo over the summer,...
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niobe:
I agree completely with what you said! Thank you so much for taking the time to leave your thoughts for me! Means a lot! Thank you! smile
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Let's play the glad game, shall we?

Things that have made me glad this week:

A new mascara - which made my lashes look great
A new wireless router - it was easy to set up and led me to...............
Watching Netflix streaming through my Wii - I loved seeing Dexter on a screen bigger than 13 inches
A ligtening bug in my room lasat...
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user209834982:
Ooo, what mascara?
gangstaswan:
We're hopefully hiring a talented and hot guy.
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Neil Patrick Harris is the coolest person on the planet.
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allied:
Oh, crap. Did I miss his guest turn on Glee? I completely forgot it was on... I guess I'll have to catch it on Hulu.
_felix_:
I fucking love NPH.
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So I won't make this too picture heavy - here are a few pics from Morocco.
Morocco is very different than the US. I would say the main thing I walked away feeling was that I was not aware how lucky I am to be a female in the United States. It is something I have definitely taken for granted.

At one point my mom...
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nadzofsteel:
GOATS IN TREES!!!! smile
ceallach13:
Morocco looks very pretty. Except for goats in trees. How the F do they get that high up there? They must be ninja goats.

And food pics are always appreciated. smile
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Crap. I forgot to mail my rent into today.
I just have to do it Monday.
This is bad but i keep my checks in a locked drawer at work.

Anyways.
I think that the best job I could have would be a kids voiceover.
How do you get into that industry?

Kids are ridiculously drawn to me, and I really think it is my...
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brightredscream:
Um...you have great boobs blush
rizzo:
TITTAAAYS! wink
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Finally home!
And a long photo blog to follow.

Had a fantastic trip to Morocco, Portugal and Spain.

And I got to be part of the great volcanic ash of 2010. We got stuck in Barecelona. Originally they told us they couldn't get us out for 7 days, but a quick talk to the supervisor and we learned that the next day they had added...
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weapon0:
I'm glad you had such a great trip. biggrin I also don't feel my age. I literally feel and act like I'm still in my twenties. I also am used to living in the moment. Having recently turned 36, I do wonder if I'm wasting my life indulging my hobbies and hanging out with friends. I figure as long as I'm having fun, I'm ok. But I do have visions of myself in 50 years old and alone. Oh well, I try not to dwell on it. smile
gangstaswan:
I know I did the right thing and after tonight, it sounds like I really saved his ass.
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Sorry for the uber depressing, bitching, childish blog.
Moving on.

Last night was supposed to only be Happy Hour - but some how I got sucked into to being out til 1:30 am. And for some reason I feel guilty. I have absolutely no reason to feel guilty - I was responsible I was behaved, I did nothing wrong, I'm not hungover.

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mylastsin:
mmmm pie =3
when random guilt seeps its way in my head i eat lots of suger, get hyper n pass out in a feild some where ^^ its my guilt be gone! tongue
brightredscream:
I can get like that too....
Feel bad, or terrible, although I've done nothing wrong.
It's weird how the mind works sometimes.