laceyk

We are back home. And back to our respective homes.
I miss AD already.

So.........life is stressful.
But isn't it always?
I guess life is more stressful than normal. It is difficult having so many people to take care of. Or having so many people need you at the same time. Eventually you feel like you have nothing left for yourself.

The best advice I can give is the advice I am following - just take it one minute, one hour, and one day at a time. Deal with the moment at hand and that is all.

My - tried to do something nice for someone and got bit in the ass instead issue is still rearing it's ugly head. I could go into details but it isn't worth it. But if I could go back and change one thing in the near future, doing that favor would be it.

It is goregous out today, but I plan on staying inside. Today is going to be all about me jsut chilling and pampering myself. Zoning out of the day, play video games, eat pasta and watch the world cup.

My life is absolutely surreal at the moment. I am shuttling between home and home (childhood and now), dealing with loss and sickness, trying to find a job, and living what feels like two totally different lives at the same time.