laceyk

Lazy, lazy weekends.
These have become my norm.
I need to break out of the cycle - but at the moment it is hard to do so.
I wake up and just want to veg all day.
Somehow I think this isn't normal.
Especially now that it is getting nicer out - I should be out and about walking, hiking, something.

But, all I want is to relax and try to find my inner self, my inner calm.
I also want to try to get rid of all the stress from the week.
I am totally burnt out - as many of you know.
And I am just trying to figure out how to get myself back to normal.

I am leaving shortly for an amazing trip.
Perhaps when I return I will be able to make more out of my life.
But for the moment I seem to like it at a mute level.

There is much more going on -- but privately.
With me trying to figure it out and heal at the same time. As well as stay in reality and not let myself be swayed by romantic notions.

Sometimes love isn't enough.