Gah......
At times I drink (particularly when already upset about something), and then act like an asshole.
Which I did this weekend.
Then I spend the next four days hating myself and feeling disgusted. I basically try to block it all out.
Blech.
I hate when that ugly side comes out. That insecure side.
So day 2 so far of this cycle.
The bright side - I always lose about three pounds during that time period.
So yup, I acted like the biggest asshole on the planet and now I have to try to make up for it and completely forget about it.
Ugh.
At times I drink (particularly when already upset about something), and then act like an asshole.
Which I did this weekend.
Then I spend the next four days hating myself and feeling disgusted. I basically try to block it all out.
Blech.
I hate when that ugly side comes out. That insecure side.
So day 2 so far of this cycle.
The bright side - I always lose about three pounds during that time period.
So yup, I acted like the biggest asshole on the planet and now I have to try to make up for it and completely forget about it.
Ugh.
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Me, I don't like alcohol, so I don't drink. I prefer pot, but I avoid smoking when I'm in a bad mood, or sometimes just in an iffy one. I find that it just magnifies it.