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Tuesday Nov 09, 2010

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I am so fucked up and lost and feel like a huge fucking hole has been punched in my chest. He's not coming back, I think I realize that, god I wish I knew what I did wrong.

On a better note I am employed again as a graphic designer, don't know how long I'll be there since I have the innate need to run, find greener grass and am generally restless. The look on my ex boss " the douchebag" s face was a priceless look I'll probably never see again and fuck me it felt awesome to be the one to put it there.

I miss you Si,
the_libertine:
Sometimes there is no answer and even discovering the "reason" won't make things better. Still, I wish you had some inclination... maybe it would make this time easier for you.

Hang in there and let yourself hurt... that's the best thing you can do. When the pain is ready to leave, it will...

Congrats on being employed again. smile

Hang in there... time washes all difficulty away...
Nov 9, 2010
oxy:
Im sure you didnt do anything wrong. You should try and get yourself round to thinking that way.

What The_Libertine says is true, the pain is natural but it will go away
Nov 10, 2010

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