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i figured lets do a tally here...the is from monday...


sleep....i would and actual sleep i get is around 3 hours a night...so 3 hours times monday equals....not enough


food...i still havent had any solid food for, well going on 4 days now...the only thing i did eat this week AND kept down was a bowl of cereal monday night...but other than that i have...
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allycat_13:
So it says the planet is spelled Kashyyyk. That is way off from your spelling. wink
I like the way you rearranged the letters though, very creative.
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Ok so here is the situation...i talked to my financial advisor yesterday and she said even with the pell grant and the staford loan that i would still need to get a cosigner to get a sallie mae creative loan...a KELP i think she called it...so that would mean that i would have to ask my dad to cosign with me...and i talked to him...
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allycat_13:
Nah man, I think Texas would be a whole lot more fun with you in it. You make me laugh and you like a lot of the same shit as me. Come on now, we're both Star Wars geeks. wink And zombie freaks at that! biggrin
You're not a loser, quit kidding yourself about that please. I'm glad you posted in DFW. Without doing that I wouldn't have seen your stanky butt on SG in the first place so bravo Dear Sir. *Claps*
I hope you don't put your pencil down. I would like to see more stuff actually. smile
deadofwinter:
I know I am the last person you want advice from and forgive my bluntness, but you are not a loser.... Not unless thats what you resolve yourself to be. You, just like me have been thtough a hell of a lot more shit than most people ever have and somehow have managed to struggle on. You have a lot more talent than you give yourself credit for. And although you are making a late start in trying to get that talent seen, the only way it will not happen is if you give up. Look into other financial options until they are all exhausted. Look into other schools. I did the campus tour of place called Full Sail in Orlando Florida and it was fabulous! At the time they had programs that could not be beat by any other school. Their website is http://www.fullsail.com. Again I know im the last person to take advice from but swallow your pride and take a look at it. There are also books that give listings of programs of all kinds that help people get money to go to school. I can get you some of those titles or websites from work if you would like. Its p to you man...
Either way, I hope everything works out in the end and you get to go to school. I think if you dont give up on it, you will eventually make it into a school and will find your calling...
Steve
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well i thought everything was going well with the financial aid stuff....but i got the dreaded call from the advisor and i had to change the marital status to separated....jesus christ everything was going so well...i know i jinx myself by thinking everything was going as planned...my advisor told me not to freak out, but im sorry, IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.....its looking like i...
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allycat_13:
Things to make you laugh. I want these so bad, shirts from Threadless.com biggrin





crymsen:
How does your marital status effect financial aid? I guess I don't understand.
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thanks to allycat_13 for this song



Through Glass by Stone Sour

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I...
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allycat_13:
Go take a look in the DFW group and see what shit you started. wink
They "Love" to make fun of my ass. ha ha Funny thing is I really don't see what their point is, I really do know Dallas. heh
allycat_13:
Anti Magellan? WTF is that? Explain, very funny.
And ARRR!!! kick ninjas ass any day of the week. My friend Mishou loves ARRR!!! like me and has friends on here that love ninjas ass well and they war back and forth over whom is better. They had a Ninja Vs. ARRR!!! party this year. When she had them over they took over her computer when she was away from it and her desktop was changed to Ninjas. heh
Anywho thanks for commenting in the group. I almost spit out my DP. lol
See how mean they are to me and being the group owner doesn't matter! Its why they do it mainly. My joke is I will ban you!!!!! tongue
Anyhow I won't get lost showing you or anyone around here in Dallas or Ft Worth. lol
I have a Mapsco for both Dallas and Ft Worth anyhow. Go me!
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i wrote this to her for a our two year anniversary...i had put it in a little brown leather frame with little embossed flowers on it, it just made my think of how i liked to just sit and watch her...now i am not a writer by any strech of the imagination but i thought it was at least worthy to send her....she was the...
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crymsen:
Trying to judge yourself on a global scale is tricky business. Virtualy no one makes a real impression on human existance.

As far as heart break. I am a believer that you can never really get advice for that. Good advice will always seem bad, and visa versa. The only truth I have seem to heard is that "Time heals all." Which is something of bullshit in itself.

Something that helped me was to write down what I wanted to accomplish, and then the steps it would take to get there. I could always say I wanted to reach some goal, but on a day to day basis it is hard to keep it in scope. Thus,. I ask myself everyday what I did towards those goals and required steps. I would like to think it keeps me on track. At least more so than before... *shrug*
williamj:
thats some lines from a song that was on the radio when i was doing my journal update.
i think its blue octobers "hate me".

Kiss Kiss Bang Bang was a awesome movie. i lost it when the dog ate his finger.
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dont know if im depressed or just tired or both....feel drained and theres still so much to do AND my nerves are shot and i still have to wait till next week to hear back from the rest of my financial aid....but i have a mantra going and right now thats the only thing thats giving me strength....anything you truly want does not come easy...and...
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** det det det deeeet det deeet** headline south carolina...

well i qualify for federal aid!!! this isnt surpurine for me since i didnt make shit last year...but now i have to wait...most likely all weekend and into monday...to see how much im going to get from the pell grant and if and how much im going to get from the staford loan and the...
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allycat_13:
Dorkus, I just left a comment on the last journal. I swear you update more then anyone! eeek
Congrats on the Aid! biggrin
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the button has been pressed...if you pray then please do so for me right now...this next week will be nerve wrecking...
allycat_13:
I don't know what you mean by the "button" being pressed, but it doesn't sound good. frown
Good luck nothingless! I don't pray, but you'll be in my thoughts as always and I'll be thinking positively towards your direction. wink
Thanks for the comment. I wrote another poem before that one. Both were done in my Biology class in less then 10 min. The other poem was somewhat done in my car on the road listening to Staind. I like to listen to depressing lyrics (listened to Dysfunctional) when in bad moods so I can write. Haven't written in ages. smile
But I got my emotions out and after class got more emotions out by being a girl and of course crying. lol But it works. tongue I just can't stand pissing off friends and my impulse control sucks, can't think before I speak.
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well how the hell are you all...

you i was thinking i dont mind working everyday..at least it gets me out of the house

have you seen reina's new set...its tank girl...and im in love lol

i finally ate something last night....and kept it down all night...wooot for wings and leftover general tso's!!!

watched An Evening with Kevin Smith last night too, fucking great,...
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kozmikgirl:
An Evening with Kevin Smith was the closest I have come to almost peeing myself with laughter in a very long long time. biggrin
oryon:
they mention gotham