Ahoy hoy.
What an eventful week so far. It all kicked up around Tuesday.
A and I hung out for a while over Cs house. We all got retardedly happy and watched TV for a little while. Then A and I drove around for a while trying to recapture the friendship we once had. Its going to take a while but at least Im making progress with her. The only problem is that I am having a hard time not thinking about fucking her. I still have feelings that I thought we gone. But I have nothing to offer her. I dont want a relationship which is what she has with someone else. I do not want to ruin that. She is happy. Thats all that matters. But I need her in my life.
Wednesday was one of the most action-packed days of my life. Went to work in the AM and put about fifty or so bumper blocks in. I hate them. But using the jackhammer to put them in made me feel very powerful and dare I say, horny. Hehehe, big meat. After work, I cleaned up a bit and proceeded to get my NIN game face on. I bought some supplies and made my way over to Cs. We had some P and then left for the City. Traffic was a bitch but it was well worth the wait. When we arrived at the E factory there was a line that spanned around two blocks. SOOOOOOOOOO many delicious Goth girl. It was wonderful walking the line and looking at them, dreaming of them. I need one of my very own. To pamper and please in any way she feels fit. Fate shall provide. In the meantime I will make myself a sexy Goth. After they let us in the Factory we parused around for a while and were forced to listen to the Dresden Dolls. I love their drummer but was unmoved by their music. Not that it wasnt good, just not my style. Close to the end of the set I went to the bathroom to enhance my P situation. TIME FOR THE END! Everyone moved to the front. I fought my way to the front pissing of many a person. I did not care. FUCK THEM! I want to be up front. Got in a couple fights but nothing my crazy I wouldnt solve. As soon as the lights dimmed the group of people that crowded the floor solidified into one mass. I was crushed, as was everyone else. Once the god known as Trent came on stage, chaos irrupted. It was amazing. Ive never been so scared, so alive, so mesmerized at the same time. Orgasmic I say.
Thursday I worked and got off early. EARLY! A, B and I went down to the City to pick up some supplies for my new class. I love new stuff. Then we headed for Infinite for a new titanium tongue stud which I love. We ate, S, and then went home. I good day, all in all.
Today is prom. I will be surrounded my people I hate. I will make them very uncomfortable for all the years of hardship they have shown me. He he heeee. FUCKERS!
Until next time. Show me chaos.
What an eventful week so far. It all kicked up around Tuesday.
A and I hung out for a while over Cs house. We all got retardedly happy and watched TV for a little while. Then A and I drove around for a while trying to recapture the friendship we once had. Its going to take a while but at least Im making progress with her. The only problem is that I am having a hard time not thinking about fucking her. I still have feelings that I thought we gone. But I have nothing to offer her. I dont want a relationship which is what she has with someone else. I do not want to ruin that. She is happy. Thats all that matters. But I need her in my life.
Wednesday was one of the most action-packed days of my life. Went to work in the AM and put about fifty or so bumper blocks in. I hate them. But using the jackhammer to put them in made me feel very powerful and dare I say, horny. Hehehe, big meat. After work, I cleaned up a bit and proceeded to get my NIN game face on. I bought some supplies and made my way over to Cs. We had some P and then left for the City. Traffic was a bitch but it was well worth the wait. When we arrived at the E factory there was a line that spanned around two blocks. SOOOOOOOOOO many delicious Goth girl. It was wonderful walking the line and looking at them, dreaming of them. I need one of my very own. To pamper and please in any way she feels fit. Fate shall provide. In the meantime I will make myself a sexy Goth. After they let us in the Factory we parused around for a while and were forced to listen to the Dresden Dolls. I love their drummer but was unmoved by their music. Not that it wasnt good, just not my style. Close to the end of the set I went to the bathroom to enhance my P situation. TIME FOR THE END! Everyone moved to the front. I fought my way to the front pissing of many a person. I did not care. FUCK THEM! I want to be up front. Got in a couple fights but nothing my crazy I wouldnt solve. As soon as the lights dimmed the group of people that crowded the floor solidified into one mass. I was crushed, as was everyone else. Once the god known as Trent came on stage, chaos irrupted. It was amazing. Ive never been so scared, so alive, so mesmerized at the same time. Orgasmic I say.
Thursday I worked and got off early. EARLY! A, B and I went down to the City to pick up some supplies for my new class. I love new stuff. Then we headed for Infinite for a new titanium tongue stud which I love. We ate, S, and then went home. I good day, all in all.
Today is prom. I will be surrounded my people I hate. I will make them very uncomfortable for all the years of hardship they have shown me. He he heeee. FUCKERS!
Until next time. Show me chaos.
Good luck with that, I'm afraid I cant offer any good advice xxx