Just a quicky, not that I write novels normally.
I leave for Arizona in four days. Im not that excited because its with my family. I dont know why I dont get along with them. It isnt because they have treated me poorly in the past. The unease I feel is mostly because of myself. Gotta work on that.
I cleaned the entire house today...
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I leave for Arizona in four days. Im not that excited because its with my family. I dont know why I dont get along with them. It isnt because they have treated me poorly in the past. The unease I feel is mostly because of myself. Gotta work on that.
I cleaned the entire house today...
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Ahhh, my parents house brings back such memories. They asked me if I could watch over my sisters for a few nights as they fuck away at the shore. I don't know about the fucking part for sure but I know that's what I would be doing if I was there. Anyhey, I have a constant supply of free food and a computer with security...
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hooraydiation:
I'm worried that slowly escalating acts of oddness would eventually get me in trouble. One thing I always feel tempted by is the desire to shove people off their bikes as they ride past me. But I don't want to hurt anybody!
opticon:
Scorpion was my boy! Part II baby! SNES! BALLS
Do you ever realize that you are better than some people? As self absorbed as it sounds, it's true. And some people are better than you, that is the way it is.
I have a hard time passing up women especially if they are willing. I made a real breakthrough the other day by realizing what was best for me.
I shall become asexual and...
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I have a hard time passing up women especially if they are willing. I made a real breakthrough the other day by realizing what was best for me.
I shall become asexual and...
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arkane:
Its one of those things you dont wanna think, but you still do. Like when you have to explain shit like 4 times, or people that make the most ignorant comments like "all gay people should die". Its like: "yeah, im better than you man!"
goob:
You should come. There were bunches of guys there dancing, and not all of them were gay. i know cuz they danced with me.
You only have a few weeks left, then you can go ANYWHERE. it's so liberating.
You only have a few weeks left, then you can go ANYWHERE. it's so liberating.
I keep telling myself that things will get better. All I can do is hope and try. I don't feeling like bitching about it because that will solve nothing. I vent in small doses to myself and only to myself.
What do you do when optimism fails?
What do you do when optimism fails?
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fierhauk:
Look for a midget... watch them... nothing seems to matter when laughing at midgets...
derceto:
that is what chemicals are for
Muffins.
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williamtrinity:
it was a pleasure meeting you on friday...
shayne:
yum.
i'm such a sucker for muffins.
i'm such a sucker for muffins.
Ive been distant from everything lately. I cant tell if things are getting better or worse.
This girl that I am seeing has two very different sides to her. There is the girl that I talk to on the phone that seems kind, loving, and a total superficial bitch, which I adore. Then, there is the girl that I hang out with who seems to...
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This girl that I am seeing has two very different sides to her. There is the girl that I talk to on the phone that seems kind, loving, and a total superficial bitch, which I adore. Then, there is the girl that I hang out with who seems to...
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teena:
i'm guessing your not full of eggs anymore!
i understand about the girl. ask Marko about when we first started dating sometime. he didn't get to really know me until after we broke up...then i opened up cause there wasn't any reason not to..and now we are solid.
maybe new girl is similiar? sometimes us weirdos take extra time with guys..especially if we like them..when it comes to opening up and being yourself.
i understand about the girl. ask Marko about when we first started dating sometime. he didn't get to really know me until after we broke up...then i opened up cause there wasn't any reason not to..and now we are solid.
maybe new girl is similiar? sometimes us weirdos take extra time with guys..especially if we like them..when it comes to opening up and being yourself.
mooncalf2:
she might be afraid of getting attached, as well....Everyone in my life has left me, and I realized that a year or so into my relationship, I had stopped talking to him unintentionally, subconciously afraid that he was going to leave as well...and then I fucked everything up...but that's a different story...give it some time and let her know that (if you really like her and want to be with her) that you're not going anywhere if she wants to be with you...
FULL
OF
EGGS.
This chicka beat the shite out of me yesterday and I can honestly say that I have never been more turned on.
I'm off.
OF
EGGS.
This chicka beat the shite out of me yesterday and I can honestly say that I have never been more turned on.
I'm off.
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teena:
egggggggggggggggggggggggs! eep.
we are back from vacation! did you miss us?
we are back from vacation! did you miss us?
chase:
woooo
thats the sex
thats the sex
I think I have someone special here. She is lying beside me sleeping, quietly, peacefully, beautifully. I wish that I could just hold her hand and know everything about her. It has been so long since I interacted with a girl on this level that I have forgotten what the fuck to do. Ahhh, I will just let myself flow and see where it takes...
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pumpkin:
It is a beautiful day in here too. I hope it goes well with your friend... it's indeed not always as nice as that, so don't be afraid of having a good time!
highresolution:
i am seriously, genuinely glad your happy.
it's nice being reminded what it feels like everynow and again.
it's nice being reminded what it feels like everynow and again.
This tagging bullshit has to stop. To tag me will only bump your name up on the list of people I must eventually whack. WHACK!
Alright, six habits about myself that someone might consider weird or horribly distasteful:
1. I use the color of my morning piss to tell how my day will be. The darker the better. (no scientific basis)
2. I have this...
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Alright, six habits about myself that someone might consider weird or horribly distasteful:
1. I use the color of my morning piss to tell how my day will be. The darker the better. (no scientific basis)
2. I have this...
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chase:
i'm comignt o the same realisation as you about getting shit together, in a way thats kinda comforting to think that no-ones really as settled as they seem.
i hope
xxxx
i hope
xxxx
jordan:
hahaha. number 5 sounds perverted.
My body is to be used and abused.
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opticon:
Good, because I'm horny!
tabbycat:
Then I shall abuse you with a TAG. Read bloggy!!!!
Sometimes I wish I was a test tube baby. I would have been raised by a super computer and taught to prey upon the weak and put them in my lucky charms.
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_tab:
thanks
wendy:
so whats my category then
These problems will not stop me.
They are nothing but a teacher.
I will prevail.
They are nothing but a teacher.
I will prevail.
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jarradjl:
You definitely have the right mindset there!
Problems can cause pain and stress, through which a person adapts and changes to better equip himself to face similar problems in the future. It's through that constant change that we become better and stronger people.
Problems can cause pain and stress, through which a person adapts and changes to better equip himself to face similar problems in the future. It's through that constant change that we become better and stronger people.
infinity:
yes you will if you try!
have a blast in AZ.