Depression sucks, but so do unending car problems. Every time I get something fixed something else breaks, or is discovered to be broken. I'm out of money and out of time. My credit is fucked so I doubt that I could buy a new(er) car. I keep thinking maybe I can sell all my guns, all the random shit I have around here maybe I could buy a car, but at most I might get a two grand out of all that.
I'm not sure what to do. That's the fuck of it. I feel trapped and out of options.
The fact that I sit here bitching about this problem on a website I pay for using a computer with internet access (other things I paid for) may make it seem like I'm not in that bad of situation.
Wrong.
My car is the foundation upon which all of this is built. No car, then no job. No job, no money. No money...no anything.
And to get a new car, I may have to give up damned near everything that gives me any enjoyment in life.
Well, fuck.
I'm not sure what to do. That's the fuck of it. I feel trapped and out of options.
The fact that I sit here bitching about this problem on a website I pay for using a computer with internet access (other things I paid for) may make it seem like I'm not in that bad of situation.
Wrong.
My car is the foundation upon which all of this is built. No car, then no job. No job, no money. No money...no anything.
And to get a new car, I may have to give up damned near everything that gives me any enjoyment in life.
Well, fuck.