kushielsscion

I'm so tired of rain. I feel like I live in Seattle for fucks sake. I want to dry out a bit, which it will if I can believe the weather forecast.

If the weather cooperates I may do a little solo camping this weekend. The temperatures should be just about perfect. Hopefully the bugs won't be too bad, but that could be hoping for...
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I've got an itch I can't scratch.

Found this amusing.

I did some shooting today. My main goal was to test some new defensive ammo for my 1911. I was disappointed with the two new rounds I tried, Speer Gold Dot and Remington Golden Saber. Neither round could touch the Hornady XTP or Hornady TAP that I usually load. I'll be using the Gold Dot for a while until I can purchase some more Hornady...
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I need an anchor. I need somewhere safe to rest. I'm weary. So tired. So alone.

Being hated by one's own mother is a difficult thing to live with, even when said mother is worthless and hates you because you are not.

It's bad enough that after a nice night certain songs I heard on my way home led me to think about my ex-girlfriend and had me dwelling on how much I miss the good times, and how fucked up...
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My biggest problem is that I'll never be able to stop giving a damn.

I feel like shit, emotionally. I don't think I'll be feeling like much else for a while.

There is nothing like painful childhood memories to keep you awake at three am. Go here if you are at all interested.