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Life seems so hopeless sometimes. My soul slowly dies, my life force sucked from my being. The will to go on disappearing.

It's unfortunate that it's cyclical. It feeds on itself. Like a snake eating it's tail.

Man, as much as I try to develop a friendship, when it actually starts developing, it's just so much pressure. I start freaking out.

Then I'm all alone and I want it to change but then I don't even know how, because when I do then I don't really want it or something. I don't know anymore!

I like being alone but at the same...
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So I wait all week for my favorite class (guitaR) and I don't even go. I had an interview that day and I didn't bring my guitar, and I was gonna be like an hour late and I didnt want the teacher to have to go get me a guitar then I'd have to go tune it and I forgot my tuner.

But I realize...
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Talk about CAT POWER

I'm up, I'm down, my personality twirls around. I feel strange trying to act normal.

I don't try to be a jerk. Ok, maybe I do. But I don't like being a jerk, Ok, maybe I do like being a jerk. But, I don't like the consequences.

It's a learning process for me. I've been by myself for so long that it doesn't really matter...
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