Hey everyone, how are you all doing. Hope you’re all doing good and all that jazz. Welcome to another general blog of yours truly. So how am I?
I’m kinda hit and miss. Some days I’m ok and some I’m bit depressed & miserable you know. Like last weekend was quiet, even though in my family circle there’s lots going on. Maybe too much imo. Two of my cousins had weddings in that weekend and I wasn’t invited to either of them. Not that I cared or anything cause their ever in my personal life. But they aren’t in my folks life and still invited them. Still invited my brother and that but not me. It feels like I don’t exist to some people. Feels like shit. Cause there’s a few ppl I send DMs to that don’t get replied to but I’m not making a big deal about that cause they don’t know me & don’t owe me a response since why would they, they don’t me personally you know. But my relatives do know me and they don’t care about me. So my thoughts right back to them. Luckily I got my mates.
Who one of them came back from his long vacation from Malta. It’s an awesome looking place, like to visit there one day. So he came back and my another mate who is suffering from arthritis needed to come out like myself as I am up & down with my moods like a yo-yo. So we had a great all dayer in Glasgow. Just a day with the dudes, well needed. Need more of that. Cause I’m sticking sick of weddings, wedding talks and just family stuff in general. It’s not easy for someone who is usually alone to be around that you know what I mean. Usually puts me down. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy that ppl are doing good and everything, just shit feeling that your the only one who is single and alone. I know it isn’t my fault and I am doing my best. Still a shit feeling. Also I’m still recovering from being cyber bullied on my personal Facebook. Even thinking of deleting my personal Facebook.
I actually hating social media these days. I don’t like looking at it and hate being addicted to it. Due to being on my fan accounts. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy doing my fan accounts and supporting the models/photographers there like my blogs here. Also I enjoy chatting to the models too, when they have free time of course. Cause I don’t to push them or demand them to chat to me. I do my best to say “hey how are you” etc. Sad thing is outside my mates, the models I talk to are the only ppl I talk to. It does cheer me up. Unlike a lot of people. I don’t want to post about my personal thoughts and problems on social media. Cause too many do that already. I always see that on too many accounts on Twitter & Instagram you know. So I rather stick to promoting the models in my fan accounts post. It is doing well. I’m over 500 followers on Instagram and I’m getting there with Twitter with over 600. Even on here I’m close to 200. So I’m doing something right.
The fan accounts, the blogs, time with my mates, my walks, video gaming and binge watching helps me unwind & cheer me up. I’m getting there. I just wish my personal life was a lot better than my time on here and my fan accounts you know.
Hopefully one day things will get there. Just need to be in the right situation at the right time.
Oh I forgot to say, what I did with my mates in Glasgow. Shopping lol. Well nerd shopping more like. Like I got myself some Pop figures...
Was in Forrbiden Planet & got these bad boys. I was actually looking for Buffy figures but they sold out of them but got the Persona 5 ones instead. I only missing Joker but I’m getting him soon. Got Skull, Panther & Mona though. So this will be a start of my new collection. Pop figures lol. Also I got a Marilyn Manson beanie too. You’ll see in my profile as I posted a picture of myself with it on. 😊
Also my video game collection is growing.....
Got these too, pre order these a while back. I fail to get the collector’s edition of Astral Chain though but least I got it. I’m playing Control on the PS4 atm as well as Everybody’ Golf VR atm. It’s really awesome both games. VR is so addictive and Control is one of my favourite games this year. Made from the same guys who made Max Payne 1&2, Alan Wake and Quantum Break. It’s another awesome game in their bag. I’ll play Astral Chain soon as well as Catherine soon. I’ve played Catherine before on the PS3, always thought it was overlooked. It’s a very odd game but it’s great. I enjoy it. Completed too on the PS3. I’m sure I’ll complete it again on the PS4.
Also been watching Line Of Duty on Netflix which is amazing. My mates and my folks keep recommending it to me so I’ll jump in and after finishing series one I’m hooked. I’m also going to start Titan soon on Netflix. Going to start it by the time you read this. And I’m planning to go see It Chapter Two at the cinema soon. And also I’m still cooking/baking.
So it’s not all bad. Like I said it’s hit & miss but everyone is hit & miss. 50/50 right. I just avoid drama and bullshit. Best way to be. That’s why I’m straight edge and proud cause I don’t poison my head or body with shite. So I believing in myself more and improving my own mental health each day. I’ve come so far and I’m proud of myself. I know I am a good dude. If some people don’t see that or don’t believe it. That’s their damn problem & lost. Not mine. I know I am good cause I got more people who like me for me as I am with other good ppl. Like the mates I’ve made here. People like @xheartswornx @ojtheviking @kaptaine @chroi @blaizee @evoke @peachynorth @peachie_ @niallpatterson @narsil @rubyalexia @miss_bella_cyanide @missjcristina @pollyanne @susu @tripodski @syrinn @tommy @sammiii @paulinki @tink @kaydie and so forth. Seriously I’ve made a lot of dope mates on here & my fan accounts. I would add yous on my WhatsApp and a few of yous I have. I actually prefer that but understandable if yous don’t. No offence taken you know. Just thought it’ll be nice. My DMs are always open if you want to. That’s why I love this site, it’s a pure community that supports and helps one of other. I’m happy to be here. Writing blogs for yous. More to come.
Anyway I hope you like this blog. Thank you for reading and checking it out. Even if you don’t comment or like the blog. Thank you for reading it, I do appreciate it. Cheers for hearing me out and being caring ppl. Not many ppl like that these days unfortunately.
Til my next blog this is KungFury saying take care, much love and....
@missy @rambo @sean
