Hey peeps hope yous are all well and doing good in your life. Welcome to another weekly blog on just me talking about my week, my life and just a general chat with a Non SG model shoutout.
Yeah I’m happy of the responses I’m getting from people online since I’ve been doing my part to support models and be just a good mate to not only models but members & photographers alike. It’s my pleasure. I think I started doing this stuff is cause like the majority of yous I’m sick of hearing of negativity all the time. I know myself since I’ve been battling mental health issues for years. Still am but not as bad as it was years ago. I’ve been improving.
Speaking of, I’m continuing to work on my CBT program. Done 2 sessions and I feel better for it, also being off anti depressants helps. I’m learning a lot from just studying on mental health for it so I know what to do to continue my mental health improvements. I’ve been very active with my walks more. I’ve actually drop weight. I’m continuing to drop it by eating less junk food and been straight edge for two months now. I don’t miss the booze. I wasn’t a heavy drinker anyway so it was easy to go back being straight edge. Anyone has been supportive about it. Yeah I’m glad. Making more improvements, one step at a time.
The walks have been awesome this week. A lot of sunny days (yeah sun in Scotland what the hell right? Lol) so lots of walks. It’s so refreshing and I feel so much better. Honestly it’s been the best thing I’ve done since I’m done being a lock in hermit, isolating myself. I’m not letting my depression & anxiety win. I’m fighting back, that’s what I did last year. Hopefully I’ll keep continuing to do that and also start cycling soon.
I was at this castle on Thursday with my mates I haven’t seen in months. It was a great day. All we do is talk pure nonsense as you do. They know I do blogs and that here. One of them maybe a member here soon or so he says lol. Probably not and tbh probably for the best lol. But it was an awesome day Thursday. Out with my friends morning and afternoon, then joined @reallifepirate cam show at night. We had a good back & forth like always. Such a good person. Try to chat often to her & others too like @blaizee @rubyalexia @jasminelouise @phianixx @peachie_ @paigerose @syrinn @stormymissb @missjcristina and many more. Also members like @xheartswornx @ojtheviking @gpryme @kaptaine @silentobjectorx @vic_tso @therustycheez and others. I know I haven’t been engaging as often but I’m doing my best. I’m getting a lot of DMs these days on my fan accounts these days since people love my blogs, support and just generally trying to do my best on my end to make things better. I’m glad I’m cheering people out. I always take pride in helping people.
I actually use to help special needs people when I was at a special needs after having my mental breakdown in my Secondary School (High School) so I was moved to Special Needs school to rehabilitated myself. So all I did was taking care of other ppl. I was basically one of the staff members. I felt good to help them out. Ever since I’ve been doing my best to help people out. Cause it helps me out too. So that’s how I’m a generous person. Maybe too much of a generous person at times. I do spoil my favourite models lol. But I love that cause it feels like I’m improving their lives. Even though we haven’t met face to face. But unlike a few people. I actually read every blog, every post, every story, etc. Usually it’s about them being miserable. So that’s when I actually decided to do the fan accounts and chat to them.
I love i can make a difference to many ppl’s lives. Even if we never met. I’m just a fan of gorgeous ladies like the next guy. But I actually give a shit. Cause I know what it’s like being push around, getting bullied, etc. It’s always important to never let the bastards put you down. There’s good out there that’s worth working your ass off for, worth fighting for and most importantly worth living for. So never give up. That’s my advice.
Other things I’m doing right now is looking for my own place. Also thinking of doing Twitch once I move to my own place. Interact with yous all. Hell I'm even thinking about doing Q&A’s & live videos on Instagram since I’m gaining confidence. You’ll quickly find out that I’m dead easygoing, laidback, goofy and nerdy lol. Not all guys who look at naked ladies are creepy bastards but yous already know that. Just an idea.
If any of yous are still interested in adding me on WhatsApp. Dm me. I’m mostly available. Depends lol.
Whatever next week brings, I’m ready. For the first time in a long while. I feel like I belong. I’m mostly an outcast but now I feel like I’m part of this community and I just thank yous all from the bottom of my heart. Yous are all awesome. I would love to meet yous all and have a laugh with. I’m also a bit of a comedian so I’m usually doing impressions and making silly jokes lol. Yeah I’m easygoing like I said lol.
As for video games. Still playing through Days Gone on PS4. I’m also thinking of playing Apex Legends on the Xbox One. If anyone wants my gamertag on my consoles. Let me know and we’ll have a game of something. All up to you.
Anyway the non SG model shoutout this week is the lovely Buddy Faux. You can find her on Twitter HERE and her Instagram HERE
She’s gorgeous and lovely. Yous will love her! 😎👍🏻
Anyway thank you for checking my weekly blog out. I appreciate it. Yous are the best. Hopefully your week and weekend was as awesome as yous all. Til the next blog this is KungFury saying take care, much love and help each other out, you’re not alone. 😎🤘🏻
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