Hey peeps, hope you’re well. 2018 is almost at it’s end. So this is a blog is to recap my year basically. I got the best of blogs that I want to do. On tv shows, video games and films. So look out for those. So to recap my year.
It’s been an improvement for me personally. This is my first full year on this site and being a member/fan of the alt modelling industry. It’s been a blessing cause tbh I joined for the wrong reasons but it eventually turn out to be a blessing. I’m not normally a fan of porn or that kind of stuff but I respect it cause ppl in the industry are hard workers and do their best everyday in an industry that gets a lot of negative feedback. I think those naysayers are uneducated. I was uneducated to Suicide Girls when I joined. I actually had no idea what I was doing. “I want to be pink” what the singer lol u know but I learned quickly it’s a main status for a SG model and it makes sense. I’m a quick learner and always admit when I’m wrong. But I learned and even thinking of leaving here but ppl here are positive, kind, nice, cool, helpful and understanding here so I stayed & I’m not going to leave. I’m grateful to this site, it’s help me cope with depression. And I’m getting shoutouts on social medias from some of the models here like @blaizee @reallifepirate @rubyalexia etc this year which is great and I can’t thank yous enough. Cause I was a wreak when I joined. I lost my support work, and was deeply depressed cause I’ve been a loner, bullied, isolated, pushed around, betrayed, etc all my adult life til late 2017. Since I’ve decided that I’m fed up with negativity from ppl and me. Cause all I did was rant. Cause I was upset and very unhappy with my life. But this year was a year I become better. I feel better, I am better. I avoid drama, focused on the positives, etc. It takes steps but I’m getting there.
I know I’ve been a pain on social media by deleting accounts cause my mind is all over the place but I’m more in control now. The accounts I have on my Snapchat and Instagram now is better & it’s there to stay. Not on it much but I do post. Especially my Instagram since it’s just my cooking. I’m more on here & my WhatsApp. Only on Snapchat for my premiums I got. Yeah I reduced my social media accounts since I think it’s full of negativity and I hate that. So I’m barely on it. More on here since it’s better.
Yeah my life personally is flawed but improving a bit, one step at a time. Been cooking awesome food, doing a lot of walks, doing nights out with my friends whenever I can, seeing a lot of films in the cinema, etc. Hopefully I can move to my own house, learn to drive, find a job in a cafe cooking diner bbq style food, workout more, go on a spa vacation, hopefully find my miss right, etc. Simple goals but that’s enough for me. Oh and get more games, Blu Rays, cds, a CD player and get a keyboard so I can learn to play. Yeah good goals to have I think.
So yeah my year is a year of improvement. I don’t do New Years resolutions but I’ll continue this path I’m on and see what happens. Hope yous all had a great 2018 and hopefully a great 2019 too.
Thanks to my sg clan @xheartswornx @kaptaine @gpryme @therustycheez @nick_the_geek etc and the fellow models who have been great to me & great to chat with @rubyalexia @reallifepirate @blaizee @leacheyenne @lishablackhurst @chroi @nanci @nayru @meerkat_ @bookcouple @chef @gadget @derangedpixie @cherrylowe and so on I can go on all day but i thank yous for taking the time to even talk to me. I know yous are busy people and I thank yous.
So to a great 2019 for all of us. Have a great one and see you in the new year. Take care peeps! 😎🤘🏻
@missy @rambo
