Yeah I thought I start my blog with that cause I think it suits me up atm. My ultimate goal in my life right now is kill my loneliness. Cause it’s been going on for too long.
Why am I alone? Simple. It’s cause I’m not sociable enough. I’m always too afraid or too shy to talk to ppl but I am doing my best.
Now what cause me to be a loner for many years? I got bullied and I fall out with mates that were not loyal, helpful or didn’t care. Also I been through two mental breakdowns in my life. One in Secondary School (high school for the Americans) and other was in College back in 2005. It was rough and for the longest time I was indoors being a hermit, which is a term in Scotland. A hermit is a person who lives alone, away from people and society. That’s what Hermit means and I was a hermit for many years. I missed out my late teen years and most of my 20’s due to shutting myself out.
It’s not cool or great. It was hurting my relationship with my family who supported, help me out a lot and was showing loyalty. I feel like I wasn’t a good person tbh to them. I wish I could go back and write those wrongs but I can’t. I got to focus on now & future.
That’s why my social media is full of positive memes and mental health stuff cause I feel like it should be talk about. Especially since I’m living in it still. Even though my life is massively improved. I’m getting there and I’m getting there. One step at a time.
No one should be alone. Don’t think like that, you deserve someone who cares, understands and accepts you for who you are. Everyone needs somebody, someone. No one should walk alone. It’s shit. You may not realise that til it’s too late. Having great friends and a loving partner should mean the world to you. That’s more than any money can buy. Ppl don’t realise that. Cause everyone is on the fuck ppl bandwagon and tbh I’m sick & tired of that.
Let’s get along. End all this bullshit and needless hate. I see it everyday on social media and it makes me want to quit. But reason is that there’s ppl who feel the same way too. I mean let’s all be positive ppl. Help each other out and end this depression epidemic we’re in right now.
Depression and anxiety are both the world’s biggest killers. It’s up there with cancer. And yeah it should be addressed, more & more. So ppl can stop complaining over nothing, accept ppl for who they are (or don’t bother them if you can’t, just don’t do any harm), be kind, help ppl out and generally do something about it. Always be a good person, it’s not hard. Don’t take life too seriously and just learn how to chill. Find ur happy place and go there.
Whatever floats your boat but remember every boat is different and you got to accept that. Don’t live that boat? Paddle the other direction. It’s that easy.
But no matter what direction you’re taking, they’ll be others who will follow, help you and love you for who you are. No matter what. That’s a true relationship. Don’t paddle alone cause that boat ain’t moving til you have a loyal friend, family member or partner. That’s the true key to happiness.
I’ll leave yous some of my favourite positive vibes memes. So you can remember that you should embrace your positive and remember what’s in your head is a lie. Anyway thanks for reading everyone, appreciate it and take care everyone. Much love! 😎✊🏻
