When I was in high school, all I did was paint. It's all I wanted to do forever. I had had enough art classes from 3rd grade on that by the 11th grade they didn't force me into 'art three' or 'art four', etc. I didn't have to follow any of their curriculum. I got to just come in and paint all the time. My...
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I feel like a pervert today. I keep having all of these nicely violent sexual images in my head. Some sex would sure be nice. It sure would be nice to have a boyfriend and get to have sex whenver I wanted again.
Speaking of, it's a little disheartening that the older I get, the harder it is to find anyone I would spend any...
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vastad:
RE: Jim
What he writes must be his way of venting, turning his anger to a creative rather than destructive purpose.
...yeah, I can picture him with the pug. I don't like pugs though. Ugly little things...
I've seen the blurb for Shit Magnet since I've ordered from Feral House publishing before. I got the biography on Jack Parsons: 'Sex and Rockets'. Good read.
I've only read an article or two of his and some excerpts from his books on his website or a website related to him. I remember him ranting about the sex workers/industry of Portland. In that particular article I didn't appreciate his style. I felt he was out of line trying to tell these women what illusions they could or could not have. I had no problems with him attacking the more sleazy elements that run and profit from the industry though.
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When you can get around to it, have some money, you should order or purchase Cosmic Trigger by R.A.Wilson. I am reading it right now and I am convinced more than ever that he was the best choice for personal hero in my life.
I believe after that one book, you'll be hunting down everything he's ever written. I certainly have.
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Appreciate the freedom you've got. It'll help you appreciate things in contrast later.
What he writes must be his way of venting, turning his anger to a creative rather than destructive purpose.
...yeah, I can picture him with the pug. I don't like pugs though. Ugly little things...
I've seen the blurb for Shit Magnet since I've ordered from Feral House publishing before. I got the biography on Jack Parsons: 'Sex and Rockets'. Good read.
I've only read an article or two of his and some excerpts from his books on his website or a website related to him. I remember him ranting about the sex workers/industry of Portland. In that particular article I didn't appreciate his style. I felt he was out of line trying to tell these women what illusions they could or could not have. I had no problems with him attacking the more sleazy elements that run and profit from the industry though.
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When you can get around to it, have some money, you should order or purchase Cosmic Trigger by R.A.Wilson. I am reading it right now and I am convinced more than ever that he was the best choice for personal hero in my life.
I believe after that one book, you'll be hunting down everything he's ever written. I certainly have.
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Appreciate the freedom you've got. It'll help you appreciate things in contrast later.
alia666:
Dry spells suck.
Mix a little someone up for my mom, wouldja? She got divorced ten years ago and hasn't had a serious relationship since.
Mix a little someone up for my mom, wouldja? She got divorced ten years ago and hasn't had a serious relationship since.
I want a boy whose sweat smells really fucking good to come over here right now, and we can make out.
XOXO
XOXO
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bleh:
do such creatures exist?
jagerfairy:
aaiiiieeee.........., I, in fact, just had dinner with "that girl" that used to hang out at me n Joe's so much........
I guess once I think someone's fabulous , they don't escape so easily (wha ah ah ahhhhhhh)
and , oh yeah, now that you mention it , I guess you did tell me about yer friend in TX..........................
my brain was somewhat "muddled" last weekend..............
welp , kiss yer kitty for me ............
tee hee.
I guess once I think someone's fabulous , they don't escape so easily (wha ah ah ahhhhhhh)
and , oh yeah, now that you mention it , I guess you did tell me about yer friend in TX..........................
my brain was somewhat "muddled" last weekend..............
welp , kiss yer kitty for me ............
tee hee.
I want a Joan Jett cover band. I mean, I REALLY want one.
I talked to this cute boy last night. I hope I can meet him some day soon.
I've been hanging out with this cute girl a lot lately which has been cool. I don't hang out with girls much. It sucks because she is moving away in a couple of months. But...
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I talked to this cute boy last night. I hope I can meet him some day soon.
I've been hanging out with this cute girl a lot lately which has been cool. I don't hang out with girls much. It sucks because she is moving away in a couple of months.
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jagerfairy:
friend I haven't seen in years , would be a boy I was on the street with many moons ago..................
..............John Howard (Crickett)
he dissapered one day.....poof.
always have wondered.
computer friend I want to meet?????.........
ummmmm.......does Bridgett the midget count???
cuz.........yum.
(oh f$%@ck, sorry, I forgot about yer midget thing....
.....tee hee)
P.S. you just might have a new testimonial...............
..............John Howard (Crickett)
he dissapered one day.....poof.
always have wondered.
computer friend I want to meet?????.........
ummmmm.......does Bridgett the midget count???
cuz.........yum.
(oh f$%@ck, sorry, I forgot about yer midget thing....
.....tee hee)
P.S. you just might have a new testimonial...............
dolorian:
whoa. where did Portia go????
My Cute Little OCD's--
1. The toilet paper has to be turned out the right way, so that you are pulling from the top. If I go to someone's house and they have it the wrong way, I'll correct it for them. Forgive them for they know not what they do.
2. It drives me nuts when I wear this one dress of mine becuase...
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1. The toilet paper has to be turned out the right way, so that you are pulling from the top. If I go to someone's house and they have it the wrong way, I'll correct it for them. Forgive them for they know not what they do.
2. It drives me nuts when I wear this one dress of mine becuase...
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portia:
tighty whitey I'm there. Justin didn't give me a flier ( big surprise) hahaha. definitly sounds chill and I'll be there. some certian bottle of booze I should bring?
alia666:
Blech. Heat.
This weekend was very fun 
I got to spend lots of time with L and Jagerfaerie, who I adore. I also got to hang out with Faith for a few hours, and she seems really fucking cool. I met/hung out with a lot of other people as well, and hello to you all.
Saturday night was fun--got to go out to a party once Big...
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I got to spend lots of time with L and Jagerfaerie, who I adore. I also got to hang out with Faith for a few hours, and she seems really fucking cool. I met/hung out with a lot of other people as well, and hello to you all.
Saturday night was fun--got to go out to a party once Big...
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alia666:
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! es for the fire lady.
es for the fire lady.
azura:
well you know if I was down there I'd soooo be swiming w/ you right now, but I'm not and damn my pool doesn't have a wall for me to hit my tooth on or a slide 
and damn my pool doesn't have a wall for me to hit my tooth on or a slide
WHOO HOO! It didn't take me hours to fall asleep last night as expected. I was tired this morning, but not much. Then, they let us go at 11:00 instead of 4:30!!
What joyous luck. What other lucky things could happen this weekend?
1. Big Filthy S will get the night off of work.
2. Jagerfarie and I will realize we did know eachother long...
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What joyous luck. What other lucky things could happen this weekend?
1. Big Filthy S will get the night off of work.
2. Jagerfarie and I will realize we did know eachother long...
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vastad:
Just wanted to come by personally and say you've put up a brilliant thread about 'Love At First Sight'. I think you very cleverly and astutely took apart various unnecessary 'conditions' other people like to apply to love e.g. that you 'have to believe' in souls, or 'have to believe' in reincarnation or that it 'must be fate'.
I hope you have lots of good luck. I know I've been on a lucky streak for 3 weeks running. Perhaps longer cos I only recently started keeping count.
btw - I've read Apocalypse Culture I, is AC:II as good a book?
I hope you have lots of good luck. I know I've been on a lucky streak for 3 weeks running. Perhaps longer cos I only recently started keeping count.
btw - I've read Apocalypse Culture I, is AC:II as good a book?
eris:
hey pretty lady, you have to let us know which things happened!
Sigh.
It's Friday night. I work Monday throught Friday. Once a year at my work we have mandatory inventory. Half of the building came in for 3 days this week at 6am, their normal time, and had to stay until 4:30 as opposed to 2:30. Big deal.
Then there is the latter half of the workers.
Tomorrow, my Saturday; ME, who can hardly drag her...
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It's Friday night. I work Monday throught Friday. Once a year at my work we have mandatory inventory. Half of the building came in for 3 days this week at 6am, their normal time, and had to stay until 4:30 as opposed to 2:30. Big deal.
Then there is the latter half of the workers.
Tomorrow, my Saturday; ME, who can hardly drag her...
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bleh:
feh @ inventory.. i always hated inventory... my last joint we had it every sunday night after our usual shift... for liquor anyway.. i loved working from 2 p to4 a then hanging out for another 6 + hours measuring half full bottles of liquor i don't even drink good luck, ma'am and remember it's almost over for this year.. and have fun tonight...
good luck, ma'am and remember it's almost over for this year.. and have fun tonight...
junker:
hey
wow thanx for you little tag/link.im trying to make friends all over.do you ever go down this way,l.a.?the crush was a girl on here early on but you know,like trying to get a monkey in a barrel then ask it questions,sorry you are in work hell,you dont get no over time,i had a dream last night i was walking home and fell down suddenly like some one hit me in the head with a board.i saw all this blood puddleling next to my face i couldnt relly move.was trying to use the cell and i was going numb.fuckn wierd ,hun?i think the bllod came from seeing your tongue pictures.
wow thanx for you little tag/link.im trying to make friends all over.do you ever go down this way,l.a.?the crush was a girl on here early on but you know,like trying to get a monkey in a barrel then ask it questions,sorry you are in work hell,you dont get no over time,i had a dream last night i was walking home and fell down suddenly like some one hit me in the head with a board.i saw all this blood puddleling next to my face i couldnt relly move.was trying to use the cell and i was going numb.fuckn wierd ,hun?i think the bllod came from seeing your tongue pictures.
Last night was glorious. It cooled off so much I got a chill when I went outside As I lay down among the mites in my bed and they started to chomp on my skin, I marveled in the fact that I wasn't so sweaty that I felt sick. Shortly after dozing off into my lucid dream about rollerskating, my phone rang. On the other...
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junker:
oohh i forgot ..please tell me about the split tongue process?is the healing a bitch?
junker:
hey
wow thanks that was intense.im not thinking of having it done but im interested in pain/healing and trauma.id love to watch a movie sometime.you are into all kinds of stuff.that was an interesting article,hope to hear some of your music, you got any recordings?
wow thanks that was intense.im not thinking of having it done but im interested in pain/healing and trauma.id love to watch a movie sometime.you are into all kinds of stuff.that was an interesting article,hope to hear some of your music, you got any recordings?
Happy 23rd.
I had the most wonderful night last night. My dear sweetness Nick came over for dinner, as well as Big Sleepy Seann and my friend Tracy. We sat on the porch cracking up for a good long while. (If you crave vagina, then you know what I mean) It was really nice. I think Nick will be living here again by my birthday,...
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I had the most wonderful night last night. My dear sweetness Nick came over for dinner, as well as Big Sleepy Seann and my friend Tracy. We sat on the porch cracking up for a good long while. (If you crave vagina, then you know what I mean)
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alia666:
I've only been spinning for a few months now. I really want to learn how to breathe fire.
jezebelle:
hello beautiful!
ive been working on a video,happy too get you message.happty to hear of your painting.i need to ,i have an art show and no inspiration.im calling you
it's damn expensive, too.
the last press i printed on cost $26,000.
yeah, i'm not ever having that in my living room.
sigh.