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kudra

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Member Since 2003

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Friday May 02, 2003

May 2, 2003
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Lacking, lacking, lacking.
Something is missing.
Can't shake this feeling.

I just took a huge break from everything and have just done a whole lot of haning out for the last 9 months. It was necessary, but time to end. I've been working on my book, but I don't need any more solitude.

I want to start singing again. Really bad. That's what I want to do. Maybe if I come full circle, some time soon I'll be happy again. I feel like that might not be possible. But I'm trying, dammit. I want a band that is either etheral and pretty, or I want to scream and yell. I think they etheral might happen on occasion. I want to scream and yell full time. I've got a really good voice and I've cut down smoking a ton in the last few weeks so I need to hurry and find some direction.

Solitude. skull

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pirateking8:
No I love blood too thats why I said It was sexy at the same time how does it feel the first time you get suspended I always wanted to try it but didn't know where to go?

-ELVIS-wink
May 2, 2003
escapegoat:
ah man......yer such a hardcore little girl........some of the things people do to themselves.........so like you are apart of a group, i cant remember the name......with the suspensions and all..........there was a performance at the roseland last halloween time.......were you apart of that?
May 3, 2003

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