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Friday Apr 25, 2003

Apr 25, 2003
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I keep typing out a huge thing, then send it and it doesn't work and I come back a page and everything I have written is gone. mad

So anyway, I had written about my horrible dream from last night. Let me just recap--
Moved to Seattle. Car died. Left it in a safe place with everything I own in it. Went to friends. Friends' girl starts a fight between me and him. We cry and yell. We tell eachother we are no longer friends. I lost my friend. Go back to my car. It's gone. My car, my money, everything I own is gone. a German gives me money for a trailer. I get my $100 trailer. With nothing in it. Some guys help me find the guys who stole my car. All of my shit is gone. They dont' speak English. The cops cover for them. I have nothing. I sit down in the dusty dirt on a ninety degree day and cry and cry.

What did you dream?

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kudra:
Do you have any idea what it might mean?

I think it's just anxiety about being broke and some wierd things that have gone on in the last two weeks. The worst thing about it was that it was one of those dreams that is so realistic that you think it's really happening.
The cowgirl thing was definetely cute. But yea, certain girls there in their little girl outfits are just too cute for words. tongue


Apr 25, 2003
jaime:
yes hello. yeah, that was a good movie!

your nightmare sounds fucking intense!
Eye hope that your next visit to the neither-neither realm is far more enjoyable & full ov psychedelic fun!

lately Eye've been dreaming ov groovy homicide & shooting guns... oddly enough the essence ov these gruesome dreamscapes feels positive.. fucking wyrd, yo...


[Edited on Apr 25, 2003]
Apr 25, 2003

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