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kudra

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Member Since 2003

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Thursday Apr 24, 2003

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I really like having an online journal again......I had one before on BME I wrote in constantly. I had kept a journal for years, I had about ten 5 subject notebooks filled....they are all missing. One of them was stolen when I left Seattle years ago and I was so devasted becuase it was so personal. This isn't too personal; still a nice record of random thoughts and a way to remember specific things that have gone on, but without the worry that someone might read it some day. Someone already is.

I just had dinner with my friend Rex to talk with him a bit about some stuff for my book: Satanism, Richard Ramirez, and skull .
We're no bok 's.

TOMORROW

Sunlight drips
radiates
beams like the smiles from innocent faces
And the rising feeling I get in my stomach
On edge
Like something is about to change
whatever it could be
feels like fate is on its' way
ready to blow my mind again
Motion
Maybe that's your body moving
Imagine I sense it
Lucid daydream
Lucid prophecy
Gut warmt spreads
I hope it spills
tomorrow

--K 4.24.03
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__mimi:
hey, I know you. you probably don't remember me, but I once lent you a couple bucks for an entry fee at UJ's.. um. You seemed mighty cool, but as usual was too shy and dumb to talk to you more. I liked your performance, though.

glad you've found a new journal-ish outlet. it's a good thing to have.

I just moved to providence, RI a few months ago. no more pdx for me for a while. anyway, I just came across your profile and figured I'd say hi and I hope all is well in portland.
Apr 24, 2003
anais:
Heya,
Sex Gang Children are def. one of my two fav. bands. Funny though, I occasionally type them in the hookup search to see if there are any other fans on the site. smile
Apr 24, 2003

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