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kudra

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Member Since 2003

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Sunday Dec 07, 2003

Dec 7, 2003
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Sometimes I just want to be a little more mean. It's hard, and I feel bad for people when they are being dumb, but I have a problem telling these people to go away. They are obviously already so insecure, and I feel like my honesty could be the straw that breaks their camel back.
Example--the creepy check out guy at Fred Meyers who has to talk to me about tattoos every time I come into the store. Coming all the way over to my fucking check out line to tell me how people are so rude to approach him and grab him, and hey, he's just a person and could they please back off. So stupid he doesn't even realize that's what he is essentially doing to me. I'm just trying to buy tampons and medicine and he has to come over and show me his sleeve and talk to me about people being intrusive.

I want to tell these people to get the fuck away, that I don't care. But I don't if they are atleast being nice about it. I feel like, oh well, he's excited about it and obviously can reach some level of coolness and comradeship by sharing this with me. Far be it for me to tell him to go away. I might hurt his feelings.

But fuck.
bleh:
sometimes it does suck being nice..

heh it's actually kinda funny I'm on day 3 of being sick , i hit almost everything on this list

I'd prefer to get you medicine
i went and got medicine today.. which is a major stretch for
me, i won't even take tylenol normally..
make you some soup
Got piles of soup in the kitchen tongue mostly just drinking water
though
and cater to your movie wishes as I prop you up on pillows and blankies
not watching any movies, but i'm huddling on my bed with
like 8 pillows and my laptop tongue
after forcing you to take a nice bath.
bath.. i took a bath yesterday and soaked in the steam for
like 45 minutes.. and i never take baths

i'm hoping this willbe over in a day or two.. how is it the day after i quit smoking i get sick as a dog? feh..

hope you and bryce are feeling better tongue

Dec 7, 2003
bleh:
well it's kinda like all those rockstars dropping dead when they quit drugs.. once your body loses all the artificial crap in its system it wigs out...

oh, did you ever find out what video game i looked like i was from?
Dec 8, 2003

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