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kudra

Portland

Member Since 2003

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Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

Aug 6, 2003
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Reoccuring theme #1: why am I so damn happy lately? It's starting to feel as if maybe, just maybe, a 28 year long habit/mental condition of dwelling on bullshit that depresses me and that I can't change has just up and gone away. For some reason I can snap back from saddness just about as quick as I move into it.

Reoccuring theme #2:I hate people who fuck with my friends. Last night I cried a bucket full'o'tears to whoever is in charge. I think my tears are pretty potent. They're gonna get what's coming to them.

Reoccuring theme #3: I really, really love my friends. And I have two about to go away from me and it is breaking my heart, quite literally. I know they need to go and I understand why and wish them the best.

But I'm going to miss you guys sooooooooo much. frown
I love love love you.
It's always so much more difficult for me when I am the one staying behind.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
razor13:
technology is failing me...and so are my hastely formed alliances...i want to come back to p-town and eat more sausages...
Aug 7, 2003
jaime:
you're so damn sweet 'cause you really don't want me to move away. it would be so groovy if everyone I cared about lived in the same city. you know you'll be missed just the same.
Aug 7, 2003

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