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kudra

Portland

Member Since 2003

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Sunday Jul 13, 2003

Jul 13, 2003
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I had really wierd dreams last night......I only remember bits and pieces. But the feeling I have this morning is like the bobber that keeps me afloat got some water in it and I'm sort of sinking.
Part of me wants to hibernate in my house all day because maybe if I go out side some sort of natual disaster will take place right over my head.
But I have a friend's bday to attend, and maybe getting out of the house will let me shake this feeling.
I hate waking up with that unsettling feeling of doom.
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razor13:
i have not been near a computer or a phone since last tuesday but i am stealing a minute here to say hello and wish you well...no doom imminent today...
Jul 13, 2003
razor13:
the direction of the water changed and the tumult created a murkiness...i am regaining control again...hearts buried in sacred places are never forgotten...it was a beautiful moon llast night and i thought of you while staring at it...
Jul 14, 2003

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