Monday Jun 30, 2003

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My brother hasn't even been dead a month, and yesterday I found out my step dad has lung cancer. Very progressed lung cancer. I am pretty close to my step dad.
Not like I didn't already know cigarettes kill people, but this has hit a little more close to home and I quit smoking today.
I'm really glad I have a three day weekend. It's only Monday, but I'm really glad I only have three days left.
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alisa:
much love and many kisses to you. i hope that you are able to cope through this very difficult time. if there's anything i can do to help from all the way over here please don't hesitate to ask. i'll be there for you in any way that i can.

love ya
kiss
hyenahell:
i lit a candle on my altar for you and yours. god bless, lady.

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