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Last night was glorious. It cooled off so much I got a chill when I went outside As I lay down among the mites in my bed and they started to chomp on my skin, I marveled in the fact that I wasn't so sweaty that I felt sick. Shortly after dozing off into my lucid dream about rollerskating, my phone rang. On the other...
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junker:
oohh i forgot ..please tell me about the split tongue process?is the healing a bitch?
junker:
hey
wow thanks that was intense.im not thinking of having it done but im interested in pain/healing and trauma.id love to watch a movie sometime.you are into all kinds of stuff.that was an interesting article,hope to hear some of your music, you got any recordings?
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Happy 23rd.

I had the most wonderful night last night. My dear sweetness Nick came over for dinner, as well as Big Sleepy Seann and my friend Tracy. We sat on the porch cracking up for a good long while. (If you crave vagina, then you know what I mean) smile It was really nice. I think Nick will be living here again by my birthday,...
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alia666:
I've only been spinning for a few months now. I really want to learn how to breathe fire.
jezebelle:
hello beautiful!
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what to say.
I am absolutely thrilled that I am back in Nick's lovin' arms. For two days. I knew I missed him, but I didn't realize how much until I got to see him in the flesh again. We only got to hang out for about 15 minutes last night, but I might see him tonight and he is for sure coming to hang...
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junker:
hey
if you want hot info
todspunktx@excite.com
thanks about the clothes
gingerlie:
aww. my best friend in the world i rarely get to see. right now shes pregnant and im far more nervous than she is. shes the craziest yet most sane person ive ever met. she makes me smile constantly and i cant imagine what my life would be like if she were ever gone from it. even tho we dont get to see each other nearly as much as wed like as we live in completely different areas of the country now i dont think i could ever love or miss anyone as much as her. shes going to be a great mom and i wish i were there to see her get fat, because shes on of the tiniest skinniest people on the earth. shes also the only one in the world who understands and has the same exact anxiety as i do. this only makes me love her more.
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2nd entry today--

Tonight I got to hang out with a friend who I have known for years, and we are just now becoming actual friends. I am not close to many females. I feel like some time has been wasted and she is very soon going away. It makes me sad.

Tonight I also got to hold my best friend and kiss him. He...
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junker:
wow
peoplle are strange and beautiful ,complete bastards and rays of sunshine.........i have maybe 4 people that will be ready anytime.
kudra:
THIS HEAT IS UNBEARABLE. I CAN'T SLEEP. I HAVE BEEN SWEATING FOR 3 STRAIGHT DAYS NOW. NEVER A BREAK. NEVER A BREAK. NEVER A BREAK.
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Krsna+gopi+gopi+Krsna+Kudra+Panx3= smile

I had a wonderful night last night. Didn't go to sleep until around 8am......and as I was laying there soaked in sweat I was having some incredibly beautiful thoughts going through my head. I tried to think of key words and phrases so I would remember and be able to write it all down today, but alas my mind draws a blank. Some of...
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iload2:
That stuff never falls in my lap...
You are blessed..
miloryan:
Thanks for the heads up on the tatt stuff. I just got back from atlas and I did work with Jennifer today. She did some work on my inner arm. Hope your thoughts are just as wonderful this evening! Later, Ryan-
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Once when I was 12 I dreamt a woman stabbing me under my shoulder blade and the knife running down to my knee. For my entire life I have remembered that dream; felt sure I know what that would feel like....it was so real. No dream has ever topped it. No dream has ever found me stabbed again.
Last night I had two. I know...
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jagerfairy:
excellent................

the meting of two tough ass musically matched fire women!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait!
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I'm feeling much better today. smile

I got paid so I took my favorite man to a sushi date. He even kissed me for it.

So this weekend marks an important date for me. A year ago tomorrow I told my husband I wanted a divorce.
I remember when we had been together just over a month and he had gone home for xmas and his...
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miloryan:
I go there once in a while. I think I saw you last sunday. You do fire, eh. Do you know Jaime? She's a kick ass fire dancer. Let me know about the roller party! Later, Ryan-
portia:
I heard a certain someone is coming tommorow? smile
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Mercy.
I give up.
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vim:
say uncle!!!!

biggrin
jagerfairy:
yep , two staffs headin' your way.
(I do a bit of eating and transfer as well)

mabye you could school me a bit in chains
(they n I have a long standing battle)


sounds excellent!!!!!

see you then..............
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Everything I really want to say on here right now, I can't. It seems to get more and more like that as each day passes. For numerous reasons. Ah, well. It's to be expected. whatever
So here's something reeeeeal personal. I just went to the Farmers' Market and got some yummy snow peas and bing cherries. Mmmmm.
My day (or rather last 5 days) are summed...
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joubee:
I luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv farmer's market!!!!!!!!! Mmmmmm....Is thinking I'm a boy a compliment or ........uh, not? I thought you were a girl...but you are a WOMAN...WOO HOO.
razor13:
i would ride a tidal wave of destruction to get to your seperating mantle as your world came unravelled in a mushroom cloud of armegeddon and the angels blew horns loud but my stereo would be louder and it would be your mother's day....a real mother's day...
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With each bit of shit life flips my way, I get better and better and shrugging it off.
Sometimes it's worse than others, but I'm getting better at reminding myself that what ever is upsetting me now will most likely seem ridiculous within 6 months. And within 6 years I probably won't even remember it.

By god, growing up feels good.

skull all hail Santisima Muerte!!! skull
iload2:
Dont worry..
You are normal...

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escapegoat:
there have been some drastic turns with the p. units and i

ill keep you posted later
i gotta head out

but things are mo'betta
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Yesterday I ate more Chicken Apple Sausages, and later on a big pile of chicken strips. Mmmm. Meat.
Me and my friend finally got to watch Xanadu. We sat around talking through a lot of it, but it was fun to finally watch. O'N'J is so wonderful.
I had a good night.
I guess I have nothing else to say. skull
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lolita:
Thanks! How are you doing these days?
razor13:
i am glad you can still look intestines filled with ground bits oif creature in the eye and not get bleh!, i would have put an emoticon there but i was unable to and i am on a pay by the minute thing, i am getting a lil' restless and i mighnt travel again soon, maybe noorth...hint, hint...
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I had really wierd dreams last night......I only remember bits and pieces. But the feeling I have this morning is like the bobber that keeps me afloat got some water in it and I'm sort of sinking.
Part of me wants to hibernate in my house all day because maybe if I go out side some sort of natual disaster will take place right over...
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razor13:
i have not been near a computer or a phone since last tuesday but i am stealing a minute here to say hello and wish you well...no doom imminent today...
razor13:
the direction of the water changed and the tumult created a murkiness...i am regaining control again...hearts buried in sacred places are never forgotten...it was a beautiful moon llast night and i thought of you while staring at it...