ktkate

So, since my last update, the country has gone to hell in a handbasket, I've got my bank calling me everyday for money, and some fucker tried to break into my apartment. Nice huh?

On the other hand, I still live with and am in love with a cute boy and a spoiled beagle. My parents still somewhat love me and we got the third season of the west wing.

I want to hang out with a guy I dated for a month and a half, four years ago. I don't have many friends in town and it would be nice to have another - and he just moved back to town after being in school for three years. We broke up because despite having nothing to say to each other, it also just felt like we were becoming friends and not a ''couple". But it was also pointed out to me that ex-boyfriends usually don't just want to be friends and that i'm a bad judge at what guys really want. And I don't really want to deal with something like that at all. On the other hand, this guy also knows I've been dating my boyfriend for three years and that I l live with him. So now i'm stuck between wanting to hang out and see this person as a friend but not wanting to take a chance on the fact that he might just be trying to fuck me. Which is really annoying. There should just be a way to tell, off the bat, what people want cause I don't want to play mind games with people. Or myself. Fuck this bullshit. Back to the west wing.