Less than 2 weeks my BIGGEST ever dream came true - I turned pink! The feeling of fierce ultimate joy is still same fresh! I remember how it happened- it was close to midnight and I was shooting some content when I had a message from @olgakulaga on my Instagram saying CONGRATS 🎉 I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU🎉 and I knew at once it could be nothing but my Pinking but it was yet so UNBELIEVABLE that I checked my mail and then my profile on the site which said SG (SG!!! SG🤩🤩🤩) since 2019 now and only after that I could reply to Olga with thank yous and I cried like a bitch cuz I was so happy 💗
I wanted to tell a bit about the set that made me Pink. It was my first ever experience with taking a milky bath 🛁 I love the taste of milk but I don’t like too much the smell of it 😆 While shooting I never notice everything around but we finished late and I had no time to take shower… and right after shooting I had my trip back to Smolensk (4 hours in a train 🤭) I felt stinky hahaha
Actually it was all thousand times worth it! I am so grateful for your love on this set! I got so many beautiful compliments about it! A lot of people kept saying one thing - that I was so confident on the photos. I’ll tell you a secret - I wasn’t feeling very confident because I had the weird idea that the veil on my head was fixed bad and looking funny. Seriously that made me feel pretty bad. It even interfered with my posing - I couldn’t relax fully. I don’t know why this stuck into my head but I was feeling very miserable until I took the veil off. Later as soon as I received the raw photos I realised what a fool I was - they were great and the veil was looking great too but when I left the studio I was crying because I thought I failed the photoshoot 😁 Girls (and not only girls I suppose) can have such weird ideas about their appearance in their heads… the fact that this set was selected SOTD is a good lesson to me. Thanks again for all the love on it 💓 Thanks @kiribazzz for wonderful pictures!
So now I am official SuicideGirl (hooray) and I have a lot of plans on my further work! I got sets in the queue, sets under processing and sets to be shot (including multi sets). I dream to attend a shootfest! I dream to meet more people from the community. I want to be more active on the site. I think I will write more blogs (bc I cannot cope with my graphomania 🙈) and I am thinking about doing a live-stream. Maybe time has come.
I also found today a blog that I wrote at the beginning at the year with my goals. 3 of the 7 goals are fulfilled… I am not doing that bad huh.
I hope everyone is doing great and feeling good. Me personally have been very badly sick with high temperature for 8 days already. It spoiled a bit my festive mood and ruined some of my plans on work and shooting but every time I remember that I am Pink now I feel soooo inspired and thrilled!
Love you all beautiful SG people 💋
@missy @penny @mickey @lemon @lust @yessybear
