So, it has come to this then..... another four years under Bush's bigoted, hatemongering, warmongering, fear induced regime..... That's it! I'm done with this fucking country. I'm moving!
I'm so depressed I don't even have the strength to be sweet today.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM!!!!!!
Nothing I voted for got through yesterday.... Oh wait, one millage that was up for extension in my county did. I am glad at least that elderly invalids can get free transportation to their medical treatments.... that's something I guess...
Bush, for four more years.... that's a sickening disheartening thought. I'm already unemployed after the first four, and can't sell any of my art bacause everyone else is broke too... grr..... Well, what do we have to look forward to over the next four years... let me think about this.... continued war with Iraq and Afghanistan.... But throw in Korea and Iran, just to add a little spice, the american soil getting invaded by people sick of Bush's bullshit and decide to stop us on our own turf (by any means necessary), the abortion decision being revoked, stem cel research being squashed, religious riech being spread like wildfire, less jobs, less health care and more starving people on the streets..... grrrrr.....
Any of my friends in Canada want to take me in?
Well, one thing for sure, this country's fucked. The world's fucked... fuck... maybe now is the time to finish school and run up my debts, I'm not spending my life here in my old age, Bush is going to fuck it up too much in the next four years to salvage...
And to top it off it's official....AMERICA HATES FAGS AND DYKES!!!!!! I'm really upset about this one... My state not only turned out to shoot this proposal through, but did it in record numbers... Now my brother can't get married to his lover and soulmate of 5 years (legally), my watercolor instructor to his lover of 20+ years (legally), my cousin to her girlfriend (legally, if she chooses to marry her in the future), my painting instructor to her partner of 15+ years (legally), my life drawing instructor to any one of his lovers (legally), my high school friends to each other (legally), my friend Lorrie to her partner of 3 years (legally), my friend the Sarah's (both named Sarah, legally), my gallery director friend Spider and his partner of 25 years (legally) and myself if I ever decide to find a female partner and settle down in a church approved sanction (legally)...... Fuck me... this country is full of narrow minded bigots.... Fuck....
I'm scared people... I'm really fucking scared...
Fuck Bush and his nihilistic beliefs, and fuck all the people who turned out and voted for him too... you're all the type of people who find my art offensive and pornographic and protest my shows.... mother fuckers!!!!!
I freely admit I wept today. I still am as I write this. I fear for the future people.
Today I took Trevor to school, I'm surprised he had the strength to go, he was more upset than I... Well, I dropped him off, drove around the block and parked in front of the art department where I could weep unabashedly and unashamed. Soon, there was a tap on the window, A friend of mine from the department was there. I rolled down the window and he looked about as miserable as I felt. All I could say was "We lost... we lost." And broke back into sobs. I heard him drop his portfolio and artbin right on the street and felt his arms encircle me through the window. As we wept together he stroked my head and whispered over and over "God help us.... Gold help us all..."
Now, I'm not religious, and I resisted it when I was a child and the nuns were trying to beat it into me, but I took a strange comfort in his faith.... And the words were touching even though I could never have the strength to utter them in heartfelt prayer like he was.... God help us all indeed... I think that sums it up better than anything....
I'm sorry SnowElf, that I won't be able to send you that plane ticket after all... have to save my money for my fleeing the country and becoming a political refugee days.... fuck... I really wanted you for an art slave too...
I can't even crack a smilie at that one... too fucking depressed.
Too depressed to plug anything too... Give me some love today people... I could really use the comfort...
I'm so depressed I don't even have the strength to be sweet today.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM!!!!!!
Nothing I voted for got through yesterday.... Oh wait, one millage that was up for extension in my county did. I am glad at least that elderly invalids can get free transportation to their medical treatments.... that's something I guess...
Bush, for four more years.... that's a sickening disheartening thought. I'm already unemployed after the first four, and can't sell any of my art bacause everyone else is broke too... grr..... Well, what do we have to look forward to over the next four years... let me think about this.... continued war with Iraq and Afghanistan.... But throw in Korea and Iran, just to add a little spice, the american soil getting invaded by people sick of Bush's bullshit and decide to stop us on our own turf (by any means necessary), the abortion decision being revoked, stem cel research being squashed, religious riech being spread like wildfire, less jobs, less health care and more starving people on the streets..... grrrrr.....
Any of my friends in Canada want to take me in?
Well, one thing for sure, this country's fucked. The world's fucked... fuck... maybe now is the time to finish school and run up my debts, I'm not spending my life here in my old age, Bush is going to fuck it up too much in the next four years to salvage...
And to top it off it's official....AMERICA HATES FAGS AND DYKES!!!!!! I'm really upset about this one... My state not only turned out to shoot this proposal through, but did it in record numbers... Now my brother can't get married to his lover and soulmate of 5 years (legally), my watercolor instructor to his lover of 20+ years (legally), my cousin to her girlfriend (legally, if she chooses to marry her in the future), my painting instructor to her partner of 15+ years (legally), my life drawing instructor to any one of his lovers (legally), my high school friends to each other (legally), my friend Lorrie to her partner of 3 years (legally), my friend the Sarah's (both named Sarah, legally), my gallery director friend Spider and his partner of 25 years (legally) and myself if I ever decide to find a female partner and settle down in a church approved sanction (legally)...... Fuck me... this country is full of narrow minded bigots.... Fuck....
I'm scared people... I'm really fucking scared...
Fuck Bush and his nihilistic beliefs, and fuck all the people who turned out and voted for him too... you're all the type of people who find my art offensive and pornographic and protest my shows.... mother fuckers!!!!!
I freely admit I wept today. I still am as I write this. I fear for the future people.
Today I took Trevor to school, I'm surprised he had the strength to go, he was more upset than I... Well, I dropped him off, drove around the block and parked in front of the art department where I could weep unabashedly and unashamed. Soon, there was a tap on the window, A friend of mine from the department was there. I rolled down the window and he looked about as miserable as I felt. All I could say was "We lost... we lost." And broke back into sobs. I heard him drop his portfolio and artbin right on the street and felt his arms encircle me through the window. As we wept together he stroked my head and whispered over and over "God help us.... Gold help us all..."
Now, I'm not religious, and I resisted it when I was a child and the nuns were trying to beat it into me, but I took a strange comfort in his faith.... And the words were touching even though I could never have the strength to utter them in heartfelt prayer like he was.... God help us all indeed... I think that sums it up better than anything....
I'm sorry SnowElf, that I won't be able to send you that plane ticket after all... have to save my money for my fleeing the country and becoming a political refugee days.... fuck... I really wanted you for an art slave too...
I can't even crack a smilie at that one... too fucking depressed.
Too depressed to plug anything too... Give me some love today people... I could really use the comfort...
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It's like, why do I want to fight for my country when were merely poking Iraq with a stick untill they snap and attack again? We no longer have the braggin right of "never been attacked on US soil", and frankly, I'm starting to think we'd be better off with Osama running our country *he sais with sarcasm*. He seems to be doing quite well lately, according to the papers. In his latest message to the US, he stated that It doesnt matter who wins presidency, and that his his motives havent changed. He wants us to stop bullying Iraqies and Muslims... Makes sense to me. I'm afraid we're going to do something to break a peace treaty and get ourselves nuked.... god thats a grim thought
[Edited on Nov 04, 2004 2:25PM]