wednesday am...
i've been spending sometime this morning reading random journals, i've come to the conclusion that i am pretty pathetic. i don't want to be a lurker, but how do i compete with some of this stuff. just when i think i'm pulling it all together, they come and pull it all apart again. i also believe that the biggest deterants to my total happiness is i'm male, older, and oh yeah not a vegetarian. add the fact that i appear to be part of the problem because i'm in the military and i'm batting about nothing. o
oh well---fuck it, i am who i am. i can't judge my self worth by what others think is hip, or cool, or whatever. i do need to get my shit together to some degree. my mind is getting restless again, i need to get back into class. at this rate i will never finish college, for a second time.
i ran 4 and a half miles this morning, pretty cool huh? i've been up since 4 am. I'm going to try to make pasta carbonara for dinner tonight, the only question i have is are you supposed to cut the bacon up? I wish i had a real artistic bone in me. i have no real talents. i'm good at a lot of little things, but i'd trade it all to be great at one thing. it's not just bullshit, i really do feel my best when i am doing nice things for no reason. people are amazed when i give strangers on the street money, but for me it is like a reflex action. maybe that's my talent, but it is not really healthy. it has left me open for heartache. if anyone needs to talk ,try me. sometimes the shoulder of someone anonymous can be a great comfort, and very non-judgemental. i truly believe there are no strangers, just friends i've never met. well kids i guess i shold get to work. have a fantastic day. and smile.
DAMN THE MAN!!! SAVE THE EMPIRE!!!
my wisdom for today; Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into the engines of jet planes. OUT
KRIT/
i've been spending sometime this morning reading random journals, i've come to the conclusion that i am pretty pathetic. i don't want to be a lurker, but how do i compete with some of this stuff. just when i think i'm pulling it all together, they come and pull it all apart again. i also believe that the biggest deterants to my total happiness is i'm male, older, and oh yeah not a vegetarian. add the fact that i appear to be part of the problem because i'm in the military and i'm batting about nothing. o
oh well---fuck it, i am who i am. i can't judge my self worth by what others think is hip, or cool, or whatever. i do need to get my shit together to some degree. my mind is getting restless again, i need to get back into class. at this rate i will never finish college, for a second time.
i ran 4 and a half miles this morning, pretty cool huh? i've been up since 4 am. I'm going to try to make pasta carbonara for dinner tonight, the only question i have is are you supposed to cut the bacon up? I wish i had a real artistic bone in me. i have no real talents. i'm good at a lot of little things, but i'd trade it all to be great at one thing. it's not just bullshit, i really do feel my best when i am doing nice things for no reason. people are amazed when i give strangers on the street money, but for me it is like a reflex action. maybe that's my talent, but it is not really healthy. it has left me open for heartache. if anyone needs to talk ,try me. sometimes the shoulder of someone anonymous can be a great comfort, and very non-judgemental. i truly believe there are no strangers, just friends i've never met. well kids i guess i shold get to work. have a fantastic day. and smile.
DAMN THE MAN!!! SAVE THE EMPIRE!!!
my wisdom for today; Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into the engines of jet planes. OUT
KRIT/
kamille:
actually, I've only heard it 999 times before... which makes you the lucky 1000th!!! congratulations, you rock 
and very nice ta'meetcha 
and very nice ta'meetcha