Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

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i woke up with this in my head.

so hurry up and run
to the one that you love
and blind him
with your kindness
and he'll make war, oh war
on who you were before
and claim all that has spoiled
in your heart

yeah he'll claim all that has spoiled
in your heart.

x

Monday Apr 11, 2005

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"ode to the cunt of a girl outside of the gig tonight"

yes.
please let me in.
i saw those scars & i want my share.
i know this is your scene
you've made it so clear
and i'm trying so hard not to tread on toes.

but please pay attention
for just one second
he's not listening this time
fix your gaze hard on...
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traumatron:
I just got really excited at the line 'harder than bombs'.

The fact that you accepted my suggestion is really flattering, by the way.
traumatron:
We all wanna taste blood, man.

Don't stop writing. It's not silly.

Sunday Apr 10, 2005

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yesterday AlwaysBeingBlue came to town for a flying visit.
it made me so happy to see her again
that girl brightens my life.

x

"Ooooga Boooga!"
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devoured_by_envy:
And i was almost as happy as you on saturday evening...
poppystrike:
Awww. I'm ok babe xXx

Friday Apr 08, 2005

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today my friend drew out a 10 note.
when he looked at it he saw it had writing on it.
nothing unusual there. businesses and such write on bank notes all the time.
but this was different.
it was a specific message.
it was a note from one soul to another.
someone had written on this note with a message and a phone number. he...
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Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

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traumatron:
If you quickly switch from looking at your profile pic, to mine - it sort of looks like you're morphing into a super villain.

go ahead. click my name, and watch the magic.
saidgirl:
your always welcomed...... o really l ike your lips sooo yea...... kiss

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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poppystrike:
Don't feel bad about last night. You didn't do anything wrong. Promise. As your best friend I simultaneously demand and promise to tell you more of what is going on in my life. I never shut up, yet I don't tell anyone anything. You can see how I managed to get myself into such a mess.

Oh I had a dream about Jen last night. I've had loads recently. Where I forgive her and everything is good. It fucking tortures me frown.

Love you xXx

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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i guess i deserved it.
i wasn't quite the gentleman i think myself to be.
but i never thought how you think i thought.
in fact i was just getting over myself.
i'm sorry, for what it's worth.
devoured_by_envy:
I aint got any cocking money!!!
And you never wanna go out wk/ends... tongue
traumatron:
oh blimey.

whats all this about then, eh?

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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this morning i can't channel my thoughts to focus on any one thing.

i want to thank the two folk who made me feel less like a crazy bastard. it just sucks that they both live far away so i can't take them out for drinks and have existential emo chats.
and that brings me back to the problem we were talking about in the...
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jaqueline_:
yes it is. because it's not getting dizzy practising spinning around for your dance class. the thing is though, you are a crazy bastard. i mean how can we get along if you're not? it takes two crazy people to tango biggrin

love ya xxx
devoured_by_envy:
I live close frown

although im a big mess at the mo' so probably not much help.

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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traumatron:
Nope, I totally understand all of that.

I get the raging bitterness fairly often because the few friends I've made all live in london, or Cheltenham, or the fucking moon - them being so far away means i cant fawn all over them like a spooky auntie. Grr!

middle of the desert? laying down?

A friend and i, whilst coming back from a costume party, decided we would just lay down in the middle of a dark road.
He was dressed as john lennon. I was dressed as Marilyn manson.

We figured, if we were killed - it would make for the best headline our shitty fucking town ever had.
poppystrike:
Yeah most of my friends are online characters. This severly worries me as to the effectiveness of my actual personality, since after having been back here for 4 months I haven't made an additional friend from talking to anyone in ze flesh. I stopped making my journal entries so emo, cause I know too many people on here now, and I don't like people knowing so much about me. So i'm raping the 3D journal at the moment. I like that i'm the only one allowed to touch it. And it's easier to type than write. Um. Yeah I don't know what the point of this was honey. Just that you're not alone in your feelings of complete and utter confusion ♥ xXx
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