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Well I am up this early Saturday Morning to watch the man I love in a triathlon.

If you ever wonder what a triathlon trained man looks like... remember the way Greek statues look... yes the buff, muscular lookshocked ... poor me has to wake up to that every single day, I know don't cry too hard for I am ONE LUCKY GIRL!

Anyway go...
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jman76:
I hope he did good smile
sistervanian:
Thanks for the lovely comment Miss Kriss! Yeah my Grand Mama basically raised me. She used to take me from my parents house alot from the time from when I was a baby to right up until my parents essentially made me an orphan and I then would just spend alot of my free time with her. And finally when she was getting ready to leave this world, I spent every waking moment with her, taking care of her, feeding her, making her teas that she told me how to make, and finally giving her the IV pain killers when she had her night terrors and pain. We also had a round the clock nurse named Malika from Jamaica who was an absolute angel, But I was the one who took care of her in her darkest hours. And braided her hair night after night.

I take directly after her in so many ways, I have her same face and body type, and her same dark sence of humour and basically almost all I know about things having to do with my heritage I learned from her.

She not only passed on her religion, but her wisdom and her power. She may have lived in a tiny little cottage at the end of a road, but she behaved like a queen, and taught me that no matter where you live, if you are the Lady of the House, you are queen of that castle. She also taught me much about black history, and my ancestors and pale skin or not, where I really came from. Alot of people can tell right off that I'm mixed but alot can't, They just say I look "exotic" HA! confused

I have visitation dreams from her when I need her strength and guidance about important decisions. I also know that she is always with me in spirit. Her husband was English and she and he were as devoted to each other as juno106 and I are, He brought her to England shortly after they were married in the late 1920's. She was a big time Jazz Baby/Flapper back in the day, And because she loved my Grand Papa so very much, she never even considered getting remarried after he was shot down and killed in WW2. She never moved either, she always had a place set for him at meals, and a portrait of him over her bed, and another on her altar in the parlour that I made sure was burried with her. I guess towards the end of her life, Raising me up right in her traditions was her passion. She loved soul music and jazz and even funk and disco, and taught me all about dancing in a graceful spiritual manner rather that just shaking a tailfeather.

She was an all around wonderful strong beautiful tough woman and I thank God for her everyday. Even if she did scare the Holy hell out of everyone else she came across. Hehe. I find myself becoming more and more like her every day. Death is simply a veil that separates us. I just hope than when I meet her on the other side, I she'll be proud of me for keeping her traditions and ways.
Peas,
DV

Sorry about the novella, she's just really strong in my mind right now, and insomnia has struck me again...

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dusana:
the person I told you about b4...we really ended up being a good match...I haven't been this happy since I left my husband...lol
mrmiah:
I would love to come and meet everyone! I think Zen is working that night, but if she gets off we will be there! Maybe I will see you at southernbells party???
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Ambiguity: the state of being understood in more than one way.

I walked out this morning
It was like a veil had been removed from before my eyes
For the first time I saw the work of heaven
In the line where the hills had been married to the sky
And all around me
Every blade of singing grass
Was calling out your name
And...
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buffysunshine:
Hope you had a great weekend. You made my birthday so fantastic.
kitschy:
Awwww, thanks!!!! kiss

Hope you had a fabuloso time!!!
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"Everybody knows that you love me baby
Everybody knows that you really do
Everybody knows that you've been faithful
Ah give or take a night or two
Everybody knows you've been discreet
But there were so many people you just had to meet
Without your clothes
And everybody knows
Everybody knows, everybody knows
That's how it goes" The Duhks



Watching Queer as Folk. Working phone...
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southernbelle:
You are more than welcome to stay. If you have an air mattress, bring it!!! smile I know Steve has 2 and he's bringing them down...it'll be like a big slumber party!! smile

There is a hotel close, but I like my slumber party idea!!! wink
d0bermann:
"Well, it is sex time...."

He he.... smile kiss
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Watching Queer as Folk. Working phone lines to stop a proposition against gays, the best quote ever was stated...

"I am not a naive person, but talking to some of these people tonight, I nearly lost it. I wanted to say; How can you be such a bigoted ignorant ass hole and still call yourself an American."

then Melonie said " And what did President...
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southernbelle:

Sentences that begin with all women are never, never true



What a true statement. I love that! love

We had such a fantastic time camping, it was amazing, wish you could have been there!!! kiss

How was your weekend????

[Edited on Jul 18, 2005 10:17AM]

dharmabox:
if i can ever catch you on im, i'll catch you up on everthing, but to answer one of your questions, yes we're getting a house together.

i've heard a lot of very good things about queer as folk from several friends. i guess i am going to have to add a disc or two from the first season to my netflix and check it out sometime!

have a great time this coming weekend with the crew!

wink <---still a member right?

kiss
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"When the mind is heavy the hand won't write." KRISS


"To dance confident in fringe panties when you're five-four with cellulite is a great thing." Drew Barrymore


"Then she turns on the television,some soap opera, you know, real people pretending to be fake people with made-up problems being watched by real people to forget their real problems." Choke Chuck Palahniuk
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So I had the...
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1kiss_of_life:
Ah yes. The big hair days.

What the fuck were we thinking? surreal biggrin
maven_xxi:
i think my renewals comeing up and im not going to so if u have msn

maven_xi
hotmail
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you can fill in the blanx, i dont no im supose to do that on hear

yahoo
maven_exi
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"Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with the wave of his hand
Nobody can deny that there's something there

There, running my hands through his hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but he doesn't know he's there

I want him everywhere and if he's beside me
I know I need never care
But to...
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buffysunshine:
CONGRATULATIONS!

We love you


I & B
perla:
That's great...congratulations!
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I tried to sneak myself through tried to get to the other side
I tried to patch up the cracks and the holes that I have to hide
For a little bit of time even made it work okay
Just long enough to really make it hurt
When they figured me out and it all just rotted away

Dont you fucking know what you are?...
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ultraman:
you know i love you boo boo schnookums sweet patootie! kiss
not_tom:
happy anniversary cutie-pie!

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we are home!

Life is great, and my bed is looking SO GOOD right now!!


catch up with you all tomorrow...

kisses
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barbelith:
Not sure as though you are sleeping in your bed but ....well enjoy the bed and all the things that come with it.

I have to work for most of the week but I will try to get ahold of you sometime. This weekend minght not work the new Harry Potter comes out and so does the new Willy Wonka movie.

Anyway hope to talk to you some time soon.

Kisses and *SPANK* *SPANK*

Barbelith
lilyk:
yeah, i have found that i spend the most time in my loft on my computer, which while very good time spent... means i need to get out more wink
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Here are condoms lined with a topical anesthetic for prolonged action. What a paradox. You dont feel a thing, but you can fuck for hours. Survivor Chuck Palahniuk
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I hate staring at a blank sheet of paper and wondering what to write about.

Someone said life was a blank sheet of paper, but they were wrong.

You come into this world and have to...
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southernbelle:
So much fun....only it would have been even better if you were there!!! wink

I realized I did not take nearly enough pictures, but I'm sure Idj took enough for everyone!!!! tongue
southernbelle:
No, he wasn't down here....he's coming in August for my birthday for a few weeks, I'm going to see if he can get here for the cookout!!! smile

I'll definitely get some pictures up tomorrow....for now, I'm heading to bed!!

Sweet dreams! kiss