barbelith

Wow facebook ads don't always suck. I just found the newest 5 seasons of Doctor Who for only 100 bucks!

Now that that is out of the way I can focus on my collection of Weeds, Dexter and Californication.
Also it is sad that I still don't own Serenity.

So of course with the new semester comes feelings of being overwhelmed of course. Just got to make it through the term then I have a summer to recover as well as possible.

Things move forward slowly at best but they are still moving in some fashion at least. Wish there was some kind of light at the end of the tunnel...

So a friend of mine is giving me free knuckle tattoos for my birthday!! I have it narrowed down to Time Lord or Anti Hero. Anyone care to vote or comment?

Turning Thirty this month. Argh not sure what I think of that at all. Maybe if I still felt like I had a life that was working out I would be less worried. Single father of two at 30 sounds like a black hole of singleness that is going to suck me in chew me up and spit me into my grave. ARGH!!

This weekend was pretty awesome I got to see Louis CK and had a day off from school, work and kids. Given I mostly laid in bed and wasted time. But I did get the homework done I was hoping to. I finished watching Avatar the Last Airbender and I got a chance to rewatch Brotherhood of the Wolf such a good french movie.

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Argh I wish this man that used to be my closest friend would stop offering me stuff like mead etc. Even more so since it is one of the things I introduced him to. It is like when this creepy stalker virgin girl found out my favorite kind of pie was pecan and made it for the LARP game. I didn't eat a bit. I...
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OK so I am seriously fucked in the head. I think I am suffering from PTSD from this whole divorce due to wife deciding she wants my best friend thing. Not to mention the fact that I have to see her everyday and that she shows up with hickeys and shit like that. ARGH. This just doesn't seem to want to get easier. I mean...
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So my little munchkins have managed to infect me again with some sort of foul cold. Such things are easier to deal with when you have someone to help you out.

But I guess this is just one of those shitty life lessons about taking care of yourself.

Stupid life lessons.

So for the record.. I am not against love or down on love. I am simply torn by it. I am of two minds. Certainly something like love exists and it certainly seems worth striving for. I think the problem is that I still have,or had, a dream of love that never exists and will never happen. This dream was planted and nourished by our...
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So I am finding my biggest problem with this whole divorce thing is really the fact that I shared so much of what I love with her. Shows, books,movies, the whole nine yards. So now when watch or do these things it is just another reminder of the life I had and the women I used to love with all my heart. Makes me wish...
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