Break is here, and I find myself spending it in the guest room. Get your mind out of the gutter, sadly I am alone right now.
I am tearing up the carpet and putting down laminate flooring. This change is just symbolic of what is going on with me right now. We are trying all kinds of new things. Christmas eve and morning will be spent here at our home. Something we have NEVER DONE. We have been married 16 years, people and we have never done this. New years eve has different plans for us as well, as one of our dear friends is not feeling well and up for travel to our home, and we are off to my girl pal Kim's to ring in the new year.
Every thing I do with my friend who is moving is so damn final. It feels so heavy and sad to be around her right now. Her added stress is messing with her life, and mine too I guess. I hate this fucking shit. For a lack of better words to use.
This symbolic ripping up the carpet is a work in progress. This change scares me and intrigues me at the same time. I know it will be different when it is all said and done. And unlike the new floor which I know will be wonderful to behold when it is all finished, what will my life look like when this change is finished?
So I guess rip up the carpet and try something new is my lot in life right now. So duck the flying carpet tacks and the dust. I will provide the protective eye wear if you will bare with me during this construction faze of my life.
KRISS
I am tearing up the carpet and putting down laminate flooring. This change is just symbolic of what is going on with me right now. We are trying all kinds of new things. Christmas eve and morning will be spent here at our home. Something we have NEVER DONE. We have been married 16 years, people and we have never done this. New years eve has different plans for us as well, as one of our dear friends is not feeling well and up for travel to our home, and we are off to my girl pal Kim's to ring in the new year.
Every thing I do with my friend who is moving is so damn final. It feels so heavy and sad to be around her right now. Her added stress is messing with her life, and mine too I guess. I hate this fucking shit. For a lack of better words to use.
This symbolic ripping up the carpet is a work in progress. This change scares me and intrigues me at the same time. I know it will be different when it is all said and done. And unlike the new floor which I know will be wonderful to behold when it is all finished, what will my life look like when this change is finished?
So I guess rip up the carpet and try something new is my lot in life right now. So duck the flying carpet tacks and the dust. I will provide the protective eye wear if you will bare with me during this construction faze of my life.
KRISS
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So what's your next few days look like? Busy time> Oh, I forgot to ask how the guest bedroom is going?
Kisses and love to you. Give me a call if you're hanging around bored (HA! as if you'll be bored).
Not having to go to work makes me super lazy.
I'll mail it soon though.
Hope you all are doing well.
Love you!