kriss

Baby, you're right as rain about the benefits
But you might be wrong about the costs
And it feeds my heart that you came looking for me
But Im thinkin I need to stay lost

So I won't say I saw you fibbing
Or jump-jigging across the floor
I won't say you walked me to my car
And draped your arm on my open door

I know my mind is made of matter
But I need to know exactly
What is the matter at its core?
Because my heart is just a muscle
And simply put, it's sore

So never mind about the benefits
And never mind about the costs
That don't change the basic premises
In which I am surely lost Ami Difranco
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Why are girls so vindictive in their behavior? The one friend with Benefits, I was having trouble with and thought we came to an understanding, is pulling her crap again.
Her words can cut me so deeply. Then she will smile at me and act all innocent. She can be so mean and wonder why I am irritated at her.
She loves the since of the chase. That is, she longs to get caught by our other friends. But when it comes down to it, she is not interested anymore if we are alone.
Mind fucks are just no fun for me!
So be it, life is too short, and so I have come to the understanding watching her last night at dinner with my girls, that she and I will be friends, and only friends.
Oh well her loss!

Spring break is here for me and I plan to get some chill time in!
I so long to sleep in, finish some books I am reading, write some filth, and have fun with my guys.


KISSES
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