Thursday Oct 30, 2003

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so my state of mind right now is shit. I feel totaly lost.

I don't want to talk to anyone about what really bothers me because i think it will make me look weak.

Why the fuck am i like that. Why can't i just admit i'm a mess and talk to people who really care and want to help.

i wish i could just find someone i am not afraid to be vulnerable around and really talk to

i mean why am i such a good compassionate listener and yet i cant find someone i can trust

arg done venting im a fuckin mess

gaddam insecurity
mutal8:
yeah, i know what you feel. have you been what YOU to do for YOUSELF lately? that is usually the problem. i got myself out of a rut because i found some things i want to do for the time being.

you should motely crue's the dirt because it's all this big metal band who had it all but learned that they were just fucked up and couldn't deal with things like normal people. they went through a lot of shit and it's hard for them to be the people they want to be.

alright night time for me.

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