kozmikgirl

Ok, I feel better about that bonsai kitten stuff. Thank god. That really had me all mixed up.

Lately I have been so lonely & sad. Well, maybe more along the lines of deeply depressed... perhaps alittle wish in there for death. But, I love my son more then I want to die, so I will never do anything about that wish.

Just sometimes I go for days without speaking to anyone over 14 years old & that makes me very depressed. There is only so much poop, penis & fart jokes one can take ya know.

But, yet being around people sometime can be so overstimulating for me & I get all overwhelmed & nervous, then I just need to be alone again.

I really can't win.