kozmikgirl

RANT OF THE DAY...

I am sick of birthdays. I always forget other people's birthdays & I wish that this birthday crap didn't exist. All they are are another thing for me to try to remember, then forget anyway & it is just another reason for me to be pissed off at myself.

I forgot my friend's birthday back in Dec. after she did so much for my birthday just afew months before. It is the second time I have done that since I have known her & I still don't remember what her exact birthday is, just know it is in Dec., after all these years too. I don't know anyone's stupid birthday but my fucking own & my son's.

I try to be so kind as to remind people right around my birthday so they don't feel bad. I will throw in a "wow, I can't believe my birthday is in 3 days." or something casually in conversation. But why does everyone else expect everyone else to remember theirs? There is so much to do in life & trying to remember all that shit is a waste!

I also just forgot my dad's birthday, it was on Valentine's Day. I am really fucked up in the head.