kozmikgirl

Today is day TWENTY. Sick. Flu.

I can't breath. I can't eat. I can't sit & do anything without a sneeze & cough attack... tissues everywhere! lol

And after 19 days of this... day TWENTY is the WORST!!!

But still I was feeling restless today so, against my better judgement, I decided to go to Walmart & finally pick out some clothes that fit me. Everything is just hanging off me... which makes me VERY happy of course, but I look like a fool in these clothes.

I got there & loaded up the cart with the 'must haves' like shampoo & such. Once I had everything on my list I went to look at clothes. It seemed to be getting hotter & hotter by the fucking second.

Once I got in the stall with my clothes I saw myself in the mirror. I was sweaty & red. I then just decided to leave. I left a shopping cart filled with stuff just sitting at the door & I went out. I was shaking & sweating & freaking out. I was much too sick to be at Walmart on a Saturday afternoon.

But... fuck I left my medicine behind! Grrrr!

I can only laugh at this. You see, I just started taking the right combo of meds & was feeling great. I felt great for afew weeks then BAM! this fucking flu! I haven't had a flu like this in a long time.

It is kinda funny though, if you think about it... It is like I had to get well to get sick.