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Monday Jan 30, 2006

Jan 30, 2006
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Ever have a day when you have all these brilliant plans & you get right on them & then everything goes wrong?

I took melatonin the other night. I had got the lowest dose. I just wanted something to gently guide me into a peaceful slumber... this shit took me down at gun point. No shit. It really kicked my fucking ass. I kept thinking I was dead & in a coffin in a castle on a hill surrounded by lava. I have been cutting them in fourths since.

I notice that getting good sleep makes me alittle manic... or perhaps it just seems manic in comparison to the drowsy sedated way I was before.

I am addictied to the song Wings of a Butterfly. I have played that song a gazillion times already today. I have it on a loop. I can't stop. I can't stop.

Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
aeryn:
As to your last post I OWNED the Asia tape (yup tape) when it first came out. And i had gotten it out of my system. Until now..."
in the heat of the moment..."
Fuck now I HAVE to go DL it. It's a damn conspiracy. Maybe they are planning a re-union and want to force us to go just to get them out of our heads...

So melatonin works??? Must try this...
Jan 30, 2006
mightytick:
Shit darling, you posted to me pretty late last night. It must have hit you hard!
I have had Veloria stuck in my head on and off for a few weeks now. Realy since August when I saw the Pixies play live. No matter how many times I play it it still stays put in the back of my mind...
'Even I adore ya, my Veloria'
'V E L ooo R I AAaaaa'
Can't get it out!
When it does go away it is replaced by Wave of Mutilation, by the same band.
'Cease to exist, giving my goodbyes,
Drive my car, into the ocean,
You think I'm dead, but I've sailed away.
On the wave of mutilation
Wave of mutilation
Wave OF mutilation
Way hey hey hey have
Way hey hey hey have...'
Jan 30, 2006

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