kozmikgirl

It just keeps going... this 4 day frantic stampede of male attension I am getting... out of no where... just all of a sudden... all day long. I am getting texts from guys that I know, but that I didn't even know had my number. Guys I have known for awhile now are showing a random interest. I am getting hot emails. Myspace is on fire. What is going on?

All of this is really the reason for my deep & thoughtful observations on dating that was in my last journal entry. It just seems like a sign. Like someone nudging me & saying "Stop sitting on your ass & get out there already!" Ha ha ha.

It does seem like a sign. A stupid sign you want to run down with your car.

But, it is really overwhelming... I am in a panic... & I only have afew clothes that fit me after I lost that weight. Well, clothes that are not pajamas anyways. You know, in St. Helens, you can run around in your pajamas to the store, on a walk, anywhere & no one cares because everyone is in their pajamas. I am talking about "dating" clothes, "go out" clothes. I am happy to have clothes that are too big & all so I won't complain... I will just have to put my 3 outfits in rotation... make them seem like a closetful of clothes. Hee hee.